hmmmm....

[tgisimmer]

I thought i knew what i wanted, and I fought so hard for it. But once i got a small part of it back something else caught my glance. What i wanted seems so much more distant than before. So the confusion has set in and now I ponder do i give up all that i worked so hard for, or finally give up on what seems like a losing battle inwhich i am the only one fighting. i feel shakey and confused but always intense with thought these days....

"i'm so glad i met you."