May 23, 2008 22:20
I"m in a weird mood. But i feel kinda... lonely. I feel like i'm a "satellite" friend, you know, that friend you have but never really invite to anything, or if invited never really comes along. I've done that to myself I suppose. I dont really enjoy the drinking, carousing, that it seems most people do. But i do hate feeling left out. I suppose it could mean i dont have the "kind" of friends that I should, but i love them.
meh.
i'm going to snuggle with muh teddy bear, read and get some sleep.
ciao