fed up
I am fed up with it. I am tired of them not giving a shit about me. I am finding out who my real friends are, and scary part, I don't have that many friends left to go through to figure it out.
Wed is scarying me to death. What happens if they don't find something? What if what they find is really dangerous? I am scared, and they don't care. It bothers me so much. Both things do.
I quit my team this morning for bowling. I am tired of competeting for attention from teh team. If thats how she wants to be, then fine, I don't need a friend like that. Its all about her. When will it be about someone else? Anyways, I am transferring to another team. That way I can still bowl and actually have fun.
I stopped taking my medicine. The doctor told me to. I was not sleeping or eating. Now I am not sleeping, not eating, and my mood has been shit. Mike has said something about it, and its true. Every little thing is bothering me. I am on the verge of doing something I shouldn't... I dunno though....
Wed is scarying me to death. What happens if they don't find something? What if what they find is really dangerous? I am scared, and they don't care. It bothers me so much. Both things do.
I quit my team this morning for bowling. I am tired of competeting for attention from teh team. If thats how she wants to be, then fine, I don't need a friend like that. Its all about her. When will it be about someone else? Anyways, I am transferring to another team. That way I can still bowl and actually have fun.
I stopped taking my medicine. The doctor told me to. I was not sleeping or eating. Now I am not sleeping, not eating, and my mood has been shit. Mike has said something about it, and its true. Every little thing is bothering me. I am on the verge of doing something I shouldn't... I dunno though....