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Your Dating Style:
Committed Relationship
You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.
'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com
huh.. so now that I think of it, maybe the reason why I'm still not in a relationship, aside from not being totally out, is that what I'm really looking for is a serious relationship, and not just hook-ups and flings..
makes me feel much better, since I'm still lamenting over the fact that the 'Mark' issue went out of control..
see, last week, he noticed that I wasn't my usual self, and insisted that I tell him what's been bothering me.. and so I told him that I'm falling for this guy, and that I want to tell him what I feel for him.. Mark asked what I would want to happen after confessing.. I answered my usual reply: if he'd want us to happen, then I'd go for it, but if not, I'd be happy if we just remain friends..
turns out, Mark found out that it was him, courtesy of a friend I trusted.. I made her promise that she tell me immediately if ever anyone knew about it.. what irritates me the most is that she betrayed my trust: she already told Mark, and yet she still doesn't want to admit it..
now, he wants to distance himself from our group, and 'return' after the issue dies down.. and that just sucks big time.. it's bad enough that I have to suppress my feelings for him.. now, I get to lose the friend I treasured..
all that's happening right now makes me want to break down and cry right in front of them..
Committed Relationship
You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings.
'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com
huh.. so now that I think of it, maybe the reason why I'm still not in a relationship, aside from not being totally out, is that what I'm really looking for is a serious relationship, and not just hook-ups and flings..
makes me feel much better, since I'm still lamenting over the fact that the 'Mark' issue went out of control..
see, last week, he noticed that I wasn't my usual self, and insisted that I tell him what's been bothering me.. and so I told him that I'm falling for this guy, and that I want to tell him what I feel for him.. Mark asked what I would want to happen after confessing.. I answered my usual reply: if he'd want us to happen, then I'd go for it, but if not, I'd be happy if we just remain friends..
turns out, Mark found out that it was him, courtesy of a friend I trusted.. I made her promise that she tell me immediately if ever anyone knew about it.. what irritates me the most is that she betrayed my trust: she already told Mark, and yet she still doesn't want to admit it..
now, he wants to distance himself from our group, and 'return' after the issue dies down.. and that just sucks big time.. it's bad enough that I have to suppress my feelings for him.. now, I get to lose the friend I treasured..
all that's happening right now makes me want to break down and cry right in front of them..