if i could on, through the tears and the laughter
oh and i dont know
i dont know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
just a beautiful disaster
i just wrote a very long entry, then erased it. ive just decided that i shall always have secrets, despite the fact that most (specifically this) arent even secret worthy. haha. just makes life more worrisome for myself. guess i can live with that. its better than the truth-to me.
ive written a million things since starting this entry and then erased them. i think im just going to start calling people. i think that will be easier. might kill my cell battery, but i can deal with that. its better than not dealing with this.
i dont know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
just a beautiful disaster
i just wrote a very long entry, then erased it. ive just decided that i shall always have secrets, despite the fact that most (specifically this) arent even secret worthy. haha. just makes life more worrisome for myself. guess i can live with that. its better than the truth-to me.
ive written a million things since starting this entry and then erased them. i think im just going to start calling people. i think that will be easier. might kill my cell battery, but i can deal with that. its better than not dealing with this.