Feb 06, 2006 14:21
let's talk about how close i was to decking my head teacher in the face today while screaming
"YOU KNOW WHAT?!!"
but i did not. i wish with all of my heart that i did. oh my god i hate her, i hate how she runs the class, i hate her lack of structuring for me. hello? this is my learning experience, not your 'finally there are people here so i dont have to do a damn thing' experience. god damn it!! yes, i used the lords name in vain. thats how damn pissed i get every single fucking day that i have to go to her class. which, in case you didnt know, is 5 days a week - 30 hours a week. however she did give me some half ass pointers as to how i can fix 'the blue group' yeah fucking right.
BUT, you know what??
im going to do it tomorrow, and when it doesnt work i am going to tell her to her face how ungodly unfair it is that i have the blue group, and she wont be the grown up and take the "bad group" (which she jokingly told me the first day that the blue group has the 3 worst kids in it, um, not cool teacher. not cool.)
**edit- i forgot to mention the part where she said to me "these kids werent like this last semester, so i dont know what youre doing..." UHHHHHH**
and after that i am going to go to the program director, and im going to say
YOU KNOW WHAT!!
and let her know how ridiculous it is that, one i have no instruction as to what im supposed to do. sorry i dont have an 8 year old son that gives me background on how to work with young children. its not fair that i dont get any instruction, and just negative feedback as to what i do wrong. how am i supposed to know its wrong if i was never taught any which was in the first place????? and second how her lack of invovlement when i am running after 3 kids who are running in different directions. not a single one of them stands up to grab a kid. no, they watch. they watch me chase them, i get one to sit, then i chase the other 2, and before i get back the other kid has left.
tell me how that is fair for me. please, tell me. im listening!!
and YOU KNOW WHAT??!!
she doesnt even use the sequence. wtf bitch? thats the whole point of this million dollar establishment. to use the sequence and the method.
AARRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!