Apr 05, 2011 02:16
Had a mercurial weekend, maintained my excellent work-rate performance at work. Found out Spot died though, it was deeply saddening. However, my grandfather felt it the most. I have never for the life of me seen that man cry, the lost of his most loyal companion of the last 14 years did trigger strong emotions within him.
Hung out with the boys at night and caught up with a few malaysians. It was a good night, strangely on Sunday I felt demotivated. It was a though I crashed from an upper. At night, emotions within me just erupted out of the blue. I felt good for the past few weeks but last night I had a desire to let it out. I miss ... I took a brief walk around the neighbourhood, it was a chilly night. My eyes welled up and I just cried. Had a good chat afterwards with Mabzy which eased things. It's amazing to have friends there when you need them out of the blue.
That crying cleared up my sinuses though. This morning I felt so much better and finished work at 98 percent. If I keep that performance up, insha allah i'll be able to secure to those easter holiday shifts.
It's interesting, the bad is balanced by good and vice versa. feeling awful and crying about it, cleared up with sinuses and lungs. Or in an international perspective. The genocide at Rwanda where the international community did not act upon it to prevent left a guilt amongst which in turn was a key factor in deciding to intervene in Libya to prevent another massacre of innocent civilians. So in sense the sacfrice of hundred of thousands of lives saved another of equal quantity.
When theres bad happening in your life watch out for the good that balances it out and vice versa.