Feb 12, 2006 21:38
Most people that know me are aware that I am most comfortable when I am in control. It's who I am - the aura that suggests that this chick is on top of her game. The unorganized and the ultimate unknown makes me spazz out. Right now, I feel like everything is spinning. I'm dizzy, nauseous, fatigued and... simply put... out of control with my emotions.
I'm not sure what the ultimate driving force of this spell is right now. But when I look at the picture as a whole I'm surprised I'm still standing. Work, home, wellness, stability, relations, sanity, insanity... it's all unknown. What a fricken' mess.