Dear diary, dear Primus chapter 15

[lady_bs_mew]

-Summary: After a failed mission a strange book is found and read but the reader never expected to find the diary of the Decepticon SIC revealing his darkest secrets, his reasons to live and to die. AU; sparkling Star.
-Link: The Prime's reasons
-Verse: G1 AU-ish
-Genre: Drama/Suspense/Family/SciFi/Supernatural/Angst/Adventure
-Rating: T (this chapter)
-Warnings: None (OOC/dark Prime perhaps?)
-Characters: Starscream