hrm...
i hate feeling like i'm imposing. i hate feeling like i'm only there because i asked to be there. this feeling bugs me so much. i wish i could shake it, but i can't...
i really miss people. unfortunately, when people have parties i'm either a. not invited, or b. don't find out about it until after the fact, or c. everyone has all their parties at once, thus making it impossible to go to them all.
last weekend, for example. didn't find out until too late (although i still don't know all the details about it... i can't see everyone's journals because they haven't added me back yet). another example, this coming weekend. i have 2 parties on friday, and 2 parties and a concert on saturday. both nights i'm working til 9. i won't be able to see everyone, which sucks because i miss everyone. i really do.
3 birthday parties this weekend. goodbye monies. oy.
midterm in just over an hour. blech. i can't wait for school to be over.
deans list. ha. i'm so funny sometimes.
i really miss people. unfortunately, when people have parties i'm either a. not invited, or b. don't find out about it until after the fact, or c. everyone has all their parties at once, thus making it impossible to go to them all.
last weekend, for example. didn't find out until too late (although i still don't know all the details about it... i can't see everyone's journals because they haven't added me back yet). another example, this coming weekend. i have 2 parties on friday, and 2 parties and a concert on saturday. both nights i'm working til 9. i won't be able to see everyone, which sucks because i miss everyone. i really do.
3 birthday parties this weekend. goodbye monies. oy.
midterm in just over an hour. blech. i can't wait for school to be over.
deans list. ha. i'm so funny sometimes.