. . . . . hiatus ?

[tezuka_rei]

haven't updating this journal . .
again TT__TT

*sigh*

i'm not sure
either can dive to this site (and the other sites) or can't
when i discovering the truth
of
my mother was watching me while i'm about to use this laptop

*sigh*

she can see any that is shown from this laptop
watching video, reading manga, reading journal, chatting, and such.
that happen
because
she use her laptop to play even after cleaning the house
and her laptop is next to me
so
she can play while watching over me
or
she can watching over me while playing
-__-

*sigh*

she does
to support me
and i know the reason of why she do that
but
it will not revealed in here
*bow*

since then
i'm locking the door
and finish the math assignment
and reading some manga after the math assignment

there's a time when she ask me for dinner
and she receives "later!" answer from me
which means . .
i'll eat later
but
that's like . .
disguising self from "i'll not eat" to "will eat later"
and so i did
until today
it has been 3 or more days
i haven't touch the dining table in the house
before the class begin . .
i bought bread and milk
and at snack time . .
i bought macaroni

and . .
this journal is updated from the school
brought the always used laptop to the school and using the school's wi-fi

hmm . .
when will this journal updated again ?