Job Hunting 2

Jun 30, 2012 01:33

Hello Multiply (and Livejournal).

ごめんなさい
I always forgot to visit my blogging sites
and oftentimes I did not feel like blogging,
because I was so busy preparing for job interviews,
studying Nihongo and Electronics
and languorously watching Detective Conan.

Hahayz.. (sighs)
It was not really easy to find a good job.
Most of the jobs you can easily find are
menial and stifling jobs.
It is sad to know that you belong to 6.9% of unemployed.
(according to ---->)
But looking at the brighter side,
only few are savoring their vacation while they still have the luxury of it.
because once they start working, vacation is finally over
and you will hardly get another one.
In my case, what I did was only
watching Anime, JDRAMA, and studying Nihongo.
Another good thing about job hunting was that
I had the chance to go to some places
I had never gone before.
It was such a good thing
that I had the full support of my family,.
But it's still embarrassing
to ask money from my parents.,
I don't want to be a burden anymore.

I admit I am envious of my classmates and friends
who can support themselves  and their family right now,
though they are so busy with the never-ending projects,
mounting reports piling up in their desks, and
rush presentation to their supervisors and managers.
Although they are having a hard time to unwind.
the moment they receive their monthly wages
it seemed every sweats and tears they shed
on that month had just paid off.
羨ましいね.
But that’s life. I really need to be more patient,
and even more grateful.
It feels good to be free
from being stressed, depressed, oppressed,
and possessed by the rancorous evil spirit

whenever you encounter
lugubrious imperious mendacious monstrous querulous
colleague and boss at work.
That's why, I just have to enjoy
this unwanted unexpected unplanned vacation(
nyahaha)

Let me share to you regarding the news
I received in my previous blog  
Actually it was a letter.
A letter containing their apology for not hiring me.
It was the  first taste of rejection. (Awts!)
I really wanted to cry.

But I told myself it was not for me.
Then I realized perhaps my answers
during the interview were the problem.
I was laconic during the interview,
not only that because I already felt
the butterfly in my stomach,
I was obviously stammering and my answers were stilted,
which usually never happened.
Since then, I studied and improved my weaknesses
Of course that would never happen
if I did not undergo spiritual, emotional, and psychological discernment.
I have also realized many things
after some rejection and derision.
I learned to love myself more, and find my worth.
Thanks to the FEAST.
It helped me overcome my predicaments in life.

Perhaps people would say
I had a remorse on quitting my first job.
But actually I never had.
First of all, I already erased the word regret
and even its synonyms from my vocabulary.
Second, I feel even better

that I am free to explore many things.
At least I will be one step closer to my dreams.

Third, if I should have a regret over something,
then it’s not my job,
but it was how I spent my money without saving more.
 Did you know that I just recently settled my debt?  
I was so grateful that such problem was solved.

Well anyway, the search is over.
I was finally hired by a certain Japanese company in Mandaluyong.
For me it was a product of profound faith.
(as in..I applied the unbreakable law of attraction here..)
I was so happy when I learned I was accepted.
During the interview I was so nervous
and my legs were trembling.
I could still remember
how the 10 Japanese Managers in the panel stared at me,
as if I was a prey
being fried, sauteed, roasted, boiled, stewed, steamed
in the stifling hot seat.
But it was worth it,
not only my successful final interview
but also those previous job hunting sessions
I had for the past seven weeks.
I really had much fun
and I learned many things from that experience.

Now that I am done working on the pre-employment requirements
I just have to use this free time, before the first day of work,
to prepare myself for my other goals this year. 
Thank you God
for bountiful and wonderful blessings…

How about you?
What are your blessings you received at this time?


*BGC- Bonifacio Global City, Taguig
(I love the view
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