What a looooooooooooooooooooooong weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!
well.. what can you expect..?
It has been two weeks ago..
a very late post..
I want to make a blog about the most unforgettable week ever..
first time in the history of my work in our company...
THIS IS WHAT I FEAR THE MOST IN THIS COMPANY..
Our line encountered a MAJOR QUALITY ISSUE..
and who must be blamed?????
the big ME....
who else???
I was the only one doing some technical stuffs and operation in my post that time...
sooooooooooooooooooooo
I had to prepare myself because I had to explain everything what happened..
but wait.. before you can conclude that
I might have tweaked something in our machines..
I am telling you all.
I never did anything that might contribute to quality degradation.
In fact I always followed our RULES and REGULATIONS..
in our company, we prefer call them SPECS...
nyahaha.. I admit I am very defensive..
I have to.. That's my right..
If I am not going to do that, who else will defend me..??
That time, I was really embarrassed..
I could not even face my partner that time.
I felt like I lost his TRUST..
It almost made me cry...
But I have to be strong..
I have to face it..
after knowing what happened,
I immediately tracked down what I have processed
and analyzed why it happened..
before the PROCESS ENGINEER could come.
Then I learned...
they were all from one machine..
we stopped that stupid machine..
and burned that down.. Joke!
(how I wish!!)
We also traced up which have passed by that machine...
Then we collected them and examined them..
we found out that most of them were rejects..
We were also able to determine the time frame
and they all happened in our shift.. too bad!!!
Worst of all, I was not able to see the rejects during the monitoring..
That's where I got wrong..
I was not able to examine them clearly..
One of the reasons: our microscope has lenses
that can't magnify clearly the smallest details..
This is why, we are using other microscope right now..
It's my partner now who does the monitoring..
I feel very ashamed.
That's not only my mistake...
It was also my fault why we had call outs..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!
It was other shift's supv who did the audit..
But I could remember I never missed anything.
I really had done it..
I also made sure before going home that we had done everything..
I really wondered why it happened..
That might be one of the reasons why I could not help it..
tears suddenly kept flowing...
nwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..
I already felt ashamed of what had happened..
what made me very sad, felt bad, was that my partner was affected..
I hated it, when someone would be affected because of my mistakes..
That's why I always try to be careful
but sometimes, there are really things that hinder us..
we often commit mistakes and we end up losing everyone's trust..
Worst of all, when they become upset because of that..
whatever positiveness we had, sometimes we ended up becoming skeptical
when those people that made us more positive becomes negative...
It's just like a multiplication of opposite signs..
and that has been my struggle ever since..
I want to contradict that mathematical law..
so that whatever mathematical operation I may undergo..
divided, multiplied or even integrated and differentiated..
I will always yield a BIG POSITIVE NUMBER..
Too bad.. that's impossible..
because negative numbers are part of MATH..
They will help us indicate the absence of something.
Just like in Life..
Negative things are spices of life..
They will help us determine the absence of the most important things in our life
That's where we can learn..
That's where we find fun, and excitement..
I learned something from mass I attended two weeks ago
( I feel ashamed of not being able to attend morning masses these past few days..
just because of WORK)
Happiness is a volition.
It means..
only YOU can make YOURSELF happy..
NOBODY ELSE...
OMG.. what have I been blabbing here..???
Gomen ne..
This is probably what happened when you have not yet slept at all...
about the quality issue we encountered...?
dah.. who cares anymore???
I have already wrote everything in my written explanation what happened.
It's up to the Kataastaasan Katipunan ng ANAK ni T J
Thank God.. my partner and my colleagues in my Line were considerate..
even my supervisor..
They were very understanding..
(But I still don't know what's at the back of their minds.
Besides, my partner is very hard to read.)
Yet, I felt something was not the same anymore..
This is why I need to strive harder..
even though I am going to end this soooooooooon...
ghed!! It's 10 AM now..
I still have to do so many things..
I mean buy many things.. tsar lang!!!
It has been two weeks ago..
a very late post..
I want to make a blog about the most unforgettable week ever..
first time in the history of my work in our company...
THIS IS WHAT I FEAR THE MOST IN THIS COMPANY..
Our line encountered a MAJOR QUALITY ISSUE..
and who must be blamed?????
the big ME....
who else???
I was the only one doing some technical stuffs and operation in my post that time...
sooooooooooooooooooooo
I had to prepare myself because I had to explain everything what happened..
but wait.. before you can conclude that
I might have tweaked something in our machines..
I am telling you all.
I never did anything that might contribute to quality degradation.
In fact I always followed our RULES and REGULATIONS..
in our company, we prefer call them SPECS...
nyahaha.. I admit I am very defensive..
I have to.. That's my right..
If I am not going to do that, who else will defend me..??
That time, I was really embarrassed..
I could not even face my partner that time.
I felt like I lost his TRUST..
It almost made me cry...
But I have to be strong..
I have to face it..
after knowing what happened,
I immediately tracked down what I have processed
and analyzed why it happened..
before the PROCESS ENGINEER could come.
Then I learned...
they were all from one machine..
we stopped that stupid machine..
and burned that down.. Joke!
(how I wish!!)
We also traced up which have passed by that machine...
Then we collected them and examined them..
we found out that most of them were rejects..
We were also able to determine the time frame
and they all happened in our shift.. too bad!!!
Worst of all, I was not able to see the rejects during the monitoring..
That's where I got wrong..
I was not able to examine them clearly..
One of the reasons: our microscope has lenses
that can't magnify clearly the smallest details..
This is why, we are using other microscope right now..
It's my partner now who does the monitoring..
I feel very ashamed.
That's not only my mistake...
It was also my fault why we had call outs..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH!!!
It was other shift's supv who did the audit..
But I could remember I never missed anything.
I really had done it..
I also made sure before going home that we had done everything..
I really wondered why it happened..
That might be one of the reasons why I could not help it..
tears suddenly kept flowing...
nwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..
I already felt ashamed of what had happened..
what made me very sad, felt bad, was that my partner was affected..
I hated it, when someone would be affected because of my mistakes..
That's why I always try to be careful
but sometimes, there are really things that hinder us..
we often commit mistakes and we end up losing everyone's trust..
Worst of all, when they become upset because of that..
whatever positiveness we had, sometimes we ended up becoming skeptical
when those people that made us more positive becomes negative...
It's just like a multiplication of opposite signs..
and that has been my struggle ever since..
I want to contradict that mathematical law..
so that whatever mathematical operation I may undergo..
divided, multiplied or even integrated and differentiated..
I will always yield a BIG POSITIVE NUMBER..
Too bad.. that's impossible..
because negative numbers are part of MATH..
They will help us indicate the absence of something.
Just like in Life..
Negative things are spices of life..
They will help us determine the absence of the most important things in our life
That's where we can learn..
That's where we find fun, and excitement..
I learned something from mass I attended two weeks ago
( I feel ashamed of not being able to attend morning masses these past few days..
just because of WORK)
Happiness is a volition.
It means..
only YOU can make YOURSELF happy..
NOBODY ELSE...
OMG.. what have I been blabbing here..???
Gomen ne..
This is probably what happened when you have not yet slept at all...
about the quality issue we encountered...?
dah.. who cares anymore???
I have already wrote everything in my written explanation what happened.
It's up to the Kataastaasan Katipunan ng ANAK ni T J
Thank God.. my partner and my colleagues in my Line were considerate..
even my supervisor..
They were very understanding..
(But I still don't know what's at the back of their minds.
Besides, my partner is very hard to read.)
Yet, I felt something was not the same anymore..
This is why I need to strive harder..
even though I am going to end this soooooooooon...
ghed!! It's 10 AM now..
I still have to do so many things..
I mean buy many things.. tsar lang!!!