New Chapter In Life!
Sup Journal its been to long since I've been in here, but things have been a lil more busyier than usual. This summer I was inrolled into a CEP program, for those of you who aren't aware CEP is College Exploration Program for incoming Freshman. And let me tell you College is everything I excpected and more. I'm happy for once in my life I'm happy, I'm on my own and living life as I see fit. Whats crazy about college is ho weasy it really is, I mean no homework, no required assignments nothing. See college, is based on time managment and responsibility. You may have one assignmnet a week from all of your class and that may be because they just want you to study, but they'll never say "Don't forget about your test Friday" You'll have take it opun yourself to check your Silibus, and study as you see fit, when you need to. But when, where, and and how is always left to the students. And it gets testing because just like on the movies there's always a party, Football game, or Tailgate party to go to and this is a campus wide party where all the finest shortys be at!! No JOKE. Which means you can stay home and study or go out and have the time of your life......but there's always time for both but like I said it deepens on your time management skills. Man I love college and I can't wait until the fall and I can't wait until I go to either NYU or UCLA for my studies courses.
I Just wish my baby, Courtnay could have came with me, but she chose other wise. She decide to chill out this summer which is cool I respect that but now she regrets her chose which I hate because I miss her and she misses me. Ever since we'ev meet I've liked her alot, but now that we'er like so close I love her even more and that fact that we'll never happenes hurts because everyday I'm here and she's there I can't stop talking about her. I thought about telling her ow I felt about her but...I can't bring myself to do it.....but in some ways I think she knows. She knows me well and I her so....yeah its cool....but I think when I go home I'ma tell her how much I care about her. Now see the catch is (1) she doesn't really like guys because she's gay, and (2) she has a girl frined who she seems to like alot, and I don't want to be the cause of there break-up. I don't know either way I'll always love her either as a frined or more than a friend. She my heart!!!
I Just wish my baby, Courtnay could have came with me, but she chose other wise. She decide to chill out this summer which is cool I respect that but now she regrets her chose which I hate because I miss her and she misses me. Ever since we'ev meet I've liked her alot, but now that we'er like so close I love her even more and that fact that we'll never happenes hurts because everyday I'm here and she's there I can't stop talking about her. I thought about telling her ow I felt about her but...I can't bring myself to do it.....but in some ways I think she knows. She knows me well and I her so....yeah its cool....but I think when I go home I'ma tell her how much I care about her. Now see the catch is (1) she doesn't really like guys because she's gay, and (2) she has a girl frined who she seems to like alot, and I don't want to be the cause of there break-up. I don't know either way I'll always love her either as a frined or more than a friend. She my heart!!!