All the little things that people sometimes forget
Well it started off as a normal morning but it seem like i was drawn to the computer. I've been up since Ashlee woke me up looking for Bryan around 10:30 (i think). Since them I've been looking at assorted pics., reading past livejournal entries, and just remembering the past. Just thinking of all the good times and all those special little moments I've shared with the people I care about brought a smile to my face. I admit there were times when I was like 'WTF! How could I have been so stupid?' but everything has turned out fine so maybe those things were for the best.
Even though everyone is going their separate ways I feel like there is something that binds us together. Weather its friendship, love, or my inability to let things and people go, it really doesn't matter to me. Even though sometimes it feels like I just keep making mistake after mistake no one has left me alone yet. I think thats why I'm the way I am, my BIGGEST fear is being forgotten. I've been trying so hard not to be forgotten that I wasn't enjoying the time that I was sharing with everyone. I think thats why I went that long period where I didn't call Ahsamon, it felt like she had gone off to college and forgotten about me. Then I got her text message and it felt like I was alive again. I feel really bad about not calling her before and making her worry I promise I won't let it happen again, I just didn't think she cared. Well I'm happy that I was wrong.
Sorry to cut off so soon had more to write but it started to seem like I was rambling
GTG see ya
Even though everyone is going their separate ways I feel like there is something that binds us together. Weather its friendship, love, or my inability to let things and people go, it really doesn't matter to me. Even though sometimes it feels like I just keep making mistake after mistake no one has left me alone yet. I think thats why I'm the way I am, my BIGGEST fear is being forgotten. I've been trying so hard not to be forgotten that I wasn't enjoying the time that I was sharing with everyone. I think thats why I went that long period where I didn't call Ahsamon, it felt like she had gone off to college and forgotten about me. Then I got her text message and it felt like I was alive again. I feel really bad about not calling her before and making her worry I promise I won't let it happen again, I just didn't think she cared. Well I'm happy that I was wrong.
Sorry to cut off so soon had more to write but it started to seem like I was rambling
GTG see ya