Dumb?
I hate being treated like i am dumb. i think everyone does it to me. i think it is because i like to pretend so i can learn what people are really like. we are all so dishonest. lock me out, i am there to help, but just shut your fucking door, or better yet, slam my hand in it and then send me away. I am glad i have health insurance. although the copay for the er visit would sucks. although this is metaphorical i am there, and i want to be. but you are dumb, maybe as dumb as i, you take it for granted. then i never learn: tomorrow i will come and do it again, if i can have your permission to do so.
i thought that i was building relationships, and friendships for the future. again maybe i am just nieve. i know this makes no sence to anyone, but it does to me.
I should let all know that i have never meant to hurt anyone. i am the pawn in this sick fucking game. i am their pawn, to make sure that we settle things. why do i let them control me? well good question. i have never had people control me so much. i am a push over. i let people walk on me, and i never say anything. i want to be loved. anyone just someone needs to love me. there are goals in my life. they used to be clear. now they are mily white, like looking through frosted glass. all i wanted was to achive my goals
i thought that i was building relationships, and friendships for the future. again maybe i am just nieve. i know this makes no sence to anyone, but it does to me.
I should let all know that i have never meant to hurt anyone. i am the pawn in this sick fucking game. i am their pawn, to make sure that we settle things. why do i let them control me? well good question. i have never had people control me so much. i am a push over. i let people walk on me, and i never say anything. i want to be loved. anyone just someone needs to love me. there are goals in my life. they used to be clear. now they are mily white, like looking through frosted glass. all i wanted was to achive my goals