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So. It's been official for a bit now, but I've decided not to stay another year in Japan.
And, wouldn't you know it, but as soon as I decide that, like, not more than a week after, but I have one of those nights that reminds me why I'd want to stay.
Maybe if I were less drunk, I wouldn't be taking this so hard. I mean, I know I don't really want to stay. And in all honestly, it feels good to feel bad about leaving.
Fuck.
And, wouldn't you know it, but as soon as I decide that, like, not more than a week after, but I have one of those nights that reminds me why I'd want to stay.
Maybe if I were less drunk, I wouldn't be taking this so hard. I mean, I know I don't really want to stay. And in all honestly, it feels good to feel bad about leaving.
Fuck.