Secrets Post Forty Five
Hi guys. I cannot begin to express how deeply sorry I am that I've slacked off for... such a long time. To be perfectly honest, most of July kicked my ass. I continued to volunteer at my local animal shelter a lot, which was exhausting but mostly great. What WASN'T so good, however, was when five of my cats died (all within one week). Four of them were REALLY mine (the other was moreso my family's cat), and it just shattered me. I lost four of my BABIES. :( So, I've been trying to recover from that. In the meantime, I've also been trying to figure out school again. Let me tell you, being on waitlists is too much stress.
So, anyway! Let's get back to business here. Despite the extended time to submit secrets, this post is kinda lean on them. So, please feel free to promote this community to your fellow LJ friends. Perhaps we can get a new layout soon, and new link buttons too. We'll see.
I hope all of you are well! :)
Submissions Post Forty Five is now closed.
Submissions Post Forty Six will open shortly.
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One.
i've fallen completely in love with a girl i work with. (well she goes away in the summers to work on a farm, and omg.. i miss her incredibly.) (also she is a lesbian) (and for the most part, i am straight...) she has to be one of the funniest chicks I know. i absolutely LOVE working with her. it's all laughs, i can't breath.
i'm going to visit her on the farm this weekend. alone. part of me wants something to sort of happen, then again, i love the tension i have inside myself whenever we hang out. because i don't know if she gets the vibe that i'm so far in love with her. Gah.. she's just so incredible. i hope she knows that. i think she does.
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Two.
I know that celeb gossip is kind of trashy, and that TMZ is the trashiest gossip source ever, but I love watching that show.
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Three.
I have a low sex drive. But I love reading NC-17 slash fic. And I love reading blogs about sex.
Now that I live with my fiance, I feel like I can't read and enjoy these as much because I don't want to lead him on about sex if I'm just not feeling up to it.
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Four.
I care about my boyfriend so much, and we are so good together, but I can't ever see myself wanting to have sex with him. It's not even that I'm just not ready for it (although I'm not), because there are other guys I know I'd have sex with in a heartbeat if I was dating them. I feel awful, but I just can't stand the thought of being with him like that. At all. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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Five.
His mother is a sexologist? No wonder he's a goddam furry.
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Six.
I left a very basic comment on his Myspace page, "Hey, heard a song that made me think of you so I thought I'd say 'hi'. So, Hi!" He hadn't logged in in so long that Myspace didn't even have a last login date. Well he logged in today.
And deleted my comment.....
Why? :(
It's my own fault. I suppose I have put a strain on his marriage. Not that I've done anything. But I'm sure he has talked about me to her. But I thought we were past all that. It was freakin' 8 years ago! *laugh* We've had lunch since then and just talked and it was fine.
He deleted my comment...:(
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Seven.
I want to be hit on by someone attractive instead of the freaks at the bar. Just to know what it's like for a nice-looking guy to hit on me. Because the guys I get are the creepy ones.
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