come home soon
It's 4am and Jackie has been asleep in my bed for like two hours now, why am I still up? Maysoon left and I already miss herrrr, I hope she's livin it up as the paris hilton of bdesh. Amanda and Meredith have been gone forfuckinever, but Amanda is comin home soon and I'm going to the airport with her family to pick her up. Dude I talk on the phone with her mom and her boyfriend; she is in my life so much it's ridonkadonk. Her mom tells me that little Amanda is sleepy cause all she gets to eat over there is an omelette every morning and rice for the rest of the day cause they're feeding her panda or something hahah. Anyways, life is so good and I finally got to check "Be happy again" as completed on my list of things to do. Fuck this year was such a bitch but I learned so much about myself and my limits and I wouldn't change it. I know now that I never want to life my life on that edge of losing it, that I don't want it all to be about my career and that persistent stress, and that when it comes down to it I just want to be a mellow woman all about my family and my close friends. I love you fuckers, let's make our last year at home the best. 08!