i know ive said it once before and ill say it again, tomorrow i start in a new direction
the past few weeks have turned out to be rather interesting. ive been hanging out with one of my ex-girlfriends quite frequently. which i consider to be a plus. shes been rather upset lately, and i'm hoping that im helping her out. other than that, all my christmas stuff is done, and my school schedule kicks ass. tuesdays and thursdays from 10 - 4. awesome. everyone is pretty much home for the holidays, so it'll be good to see everyone again. and i gotta say i'm so glad to have friends like kady because they help put me in perspective. ive been beating myself up mentally, and have been depressed for some rather stupid reasons. i can't complain, and altough sometimes i still do, its good to have those few people that are always there.
still can't sleep, and the giant Q no longer works on me. just random stuff has me stressed out; work, relationships, my inability to contain/control my rather unstable, fluxuant emotions. not to mention that the fact that i'm just kinda stuck in limbo is kinda gay. its like my life is put on hold, and i hate being put on hold. but then again, this is the perfect chance to start making those changes in my life.
king's on, so socom shall ensue, goodnight all
still can't sleep, and the giant Q no longer works on me. just random stuff has me stressed out; work, relationships, my inability to contain/control my rather unstable, fluxuant emotions. not to mention that the fact that i'm just kinda stuck in limbo is kinda gay. its like my life is put on hold, and i hate being put on hold. but then again, this is the perfect chance to start making those changes in my life.
king's on, so socom shall ensue, goodnight all