Another Day Another Dollar
So today was alright. Work is alright. Worked 10-5 today and it was slow as fuck and the only reason(s) I'm staying at Petsmart is because 1) The fear of getting kicked out and 2) I love the animals. On the other hand, the people I work with are fucking rejects. Stupid fucks. Oh yeah, I fucking hate Pitbulls almost as much as I hate pitbull owners. Wannabe gangster animal cruelty motherfuckers. Oh well.
The weekend was good. Saturday at the beach was incredible, Sunday... What did I do Sunday? Oh yeah. Chad and I washed his Dad's car for 20 bucks, went to Taco Cabana then to IHOP for coffee with ciggy's which is always great and yeah. Monday? Worked. Today.. worked. I'm off tomorrow with no plans other than to do absolutely nothing.
I really miss the beach with my fave people. It's the best thing in the world to lay on a towel under a umbrella watching my baby soak up the sun digging his fingers into the sand. When I know he's truly happy, I'm truly happy. It's a place to ferget all your worried. You forget home. The beach is beautiful.
So here I sit.. All comfy and showered and feeling refreshed. I'm tired but that's beyond my thoughts right now. I'm here with mi amour and it's all I could ever ask for. I love him so much. I'm so scared for the Air Force though. For bootcamp he'll be away for 6 weeks. I can't go live with him on base until he's finished with it. I have no idea what I'll do in that time. I guess get everything in my life situated. And how am I going to leave my sister and my Mom? I'm so confused. God it's so hard. I love you Bonnie and I love you Mom but I can't leave the love of my life. I'll follow him anywhere. 110% devotion. Well I think I'm going to go pull him down on the bed now and hug him and kiss him and hold him forever.
Thanks to all of you who commented on my last entry. John and Dana and Steven and Bonnie.. You're all beautiful souls. I appreciate your words and they mean so much to me. You're all stars. Goodbye all. =)
The weekend was good. Saturday at the beach was incredible, Sunday... What did I do Sunday? Oh yeah. Chad and I washed his Dad's car for 20 bucks, went to Taco Cabana then to IHOP for coffee with ciggy's which is always great and yeah. Monday? Worked. Today.. worked. I'm off tomorrow with no plans other than to do absolutely nothing.
I really miss the beach with my fave people. It's the best thing in the world to lay on a towel under a umbrella watching my baby soak up the sun digging his fingers into the sand. When I know he's truly happy, I'm truly happy. It's a place to ferget all your worried. You forget home. The beach is beautiful.
So here I sit.. All comfy and showered and feeling refreshed. I'm tired but that's beyond my thoughts right now. I'm here with mi amour and it's all I could ever ask for. I love him so much. I'm so scared for the Air Force though. For bootcamp he'll be away for 6 weeks. I can't go live with him on base until he's finished with it. I have no idea what I'll do in that time. I guess get everything in my life situated. And how am I going to leave my sister and my Mom? I'm so confused. God it's so hard. I love you Bonnie and I love you Mom but I can't leave the love of my life. I'll follow him anywhere. 110% devotion. Well I think I'm going to go pull him down on the bed now and hug him and kiss him and hold him forever.
Thanks to all of you who commented on my last entry. John and Dana and Steven and Bonnie.. You're all beautiful souls. I appreciate your words and they mean so much to me. You're all stars. Goodbye all. =)