wow...
yea so i dont know what to feel or how to feel. Its weird when everything seems to being good in your life then all of a sudden, when you least expect it, it turns on you...like your family and worst of all-your friends. Obviously everyone knows im not the type to sit here and cry about it, i guess it just hurts. Maybe one day ppl will realize that highschool and going out and getting fucked up isnt everything-because eventually all you have or will need is a good friend...but those are hard to come by these days. oh well i guess ill get over it all just like i do with everything else; afterall, its all suppose to eventually get better right? lets hope so. as for now all i can do is quit trying to be so helpful to the ppl i thought were my best friends and just do things strictly for myself. All i can say is that what you do is worth it when you think you dont need me, because one day things will turn on you and when you need that shoulder to cry on, it wont be there.
s.p.
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