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Remember when we all used to write in our eljay's every single day? Remember when I used to write in mine like 15 times a day? I kind of wish I would have never deleted any of those entries from 2001 and on. They would definitely be entertaining in times like these.
This has been one crazy year, live journal. I have managed to thoroughly piss off a group of old friends, completely disconnect myself from another group of friends, and managed to make an entirely new group of friends who are the living, breathing versions of angels in my eyes. I've managed to be a complete asshole to the most important person in the world to me, who lucky for me, still loves me despite all that. I've also managed to lose the job that I thought I loved more than anything(besides my sister), but it turns out, I kind of loved my "other" so-called life a lot more.
So yeah, crazy year.
I don't really know where things are headed right now. I know that I'm no longer drinking and I'm taking things one day at a time. I'm trying to fight for my job back but I don't really know how that's gonna go. For now, I'm enjoying this little staycation. I'm applying for jobs but I'm also enjoying tea on my balcony in the morning. I'm getting up at 7:00am and going to the gym, I'm riding my bike 15 miles a day, I'm going to bed most nights at 9pm, and I'm going to AA. Again, I'm taking things one day at a time.
This has been one crazy year, live journal. I have managed to thoroughly piss off a group of old friends, completely disconnect myself from another group of friends, and managed to make an entirely new group of friends who are the living, breathing versions of angels in my eyes. I've managed to be a complete asshole to the most important person in the world to me, who lucky for me, still loves me despite all that. I've also managed to lose the job that I thought I loved more than anything(besides my sister), but it turns out, I kind of loved my "other" so-called life a lot more.
So yeah, crazy year.
I don't really know where things are headed right now. I know that I'm no longer drinking and I'm taking things one day at a time. I'm trying to fight for my job back but I don't really know how that's gonna go. For now, I'm enjoying this little staycation. I'm applying for jobs but I'm also enjoying tea on my balcony in the morning. I'm getting up at 7:00am and going to the gym, I'm riding my bike 15 miles a day, I'm going to bed most nights at 9pm, and I'm going to AA. Again, I'm taking things one day at a time.