I don't know what to do.

May 08, 2009 20:35

:( I'm lost, I'm scared. I'm confused and hate what's going on. Daniel was supposed to move in with me this weekend, but apparently it was time yet for him to. Something didn't want him to move here yet. Not sure what but I believe we are meant to be together but he's being detained for a little while right now and I hope I can get to visit him next weekend.

All I wanna do is cry and just not do anything anymore. I don't feel good. Not sick like I'm going throw up, atleast not yet, but I wish I could be with him through all of what he's going through but I can't.

I love him so much, some might not believe that, but if I didn't love him, then why does it hurt so much when I'm not near or going through anything of what he's going through?

I'm willing to wait for him, do what it takes to help him get through these things. I know everything will work out one way or another, but I'm scared of how long it will take to have everything work out.

I love him, I wanna be with him.

I just don't know what to do right now.
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