Soooo...
Audition coming up in less than a week. I'm pretty nervous about it. I've gotten my stuff almost as good as I'd like it but that means that I need to practice like really hard this coming week. I'm really looking forward to this whole thing of going off and stuff because that means a whole bunch of new experiences for me if I do end up getting in. I mean like this could be somewhat of a new start. I mean things are pretty good right now but there are just those few things that I would do anything to change. It really sucks how I can easily fix these problems but I don't want to hurt people. I mean yeah I need to stop considering other people's feelings so much and put myself first sometimes but I just can't find myself to do that. I have no idea why I do this. Ugh I need to figure this out, fast.
I'm gonna be straight up: I need to find someone. Anyone. Be it a girlfriend or really really close friend who I can hang out with. Grrr I don't know. I just want to stop feeling not really alone but more like "by myself" heh if that makes any sense.
Oh well, I am going to try and work this out. I know it's all gonna be fine in the long run but ugh don't I hate the whole waiting period for finding out what's gonna happen in this future that's ahead of me.
Ok well that's my little update in life (just for you Katie! lol).
I'm out.
Peace.
I'm gonna be straight up: I need to find someone. Anyone. Be it a girlfriend or really really close friend who I can hang out with. Grrr I don't know. I just want to stop feeling not really alone but more like "by myself" heh if that makes any sense.
Oh well, I am going to try and work this out. I know it's all gonna be fine in the long run but ugh don't I hate the whole waiting period for finding out what's gonna happen in this future that's ahead of me.
Ok well that's my little update in life (just for you Katie! lol).
I'm out.
Peace.