Drama
I'm sick. So much so that I actually had to call in to work. I HATE doing that! It makes me feel like such a fucking gold-brick! I just could not get my body to function tho. So @ 07.45L I had to swallow my pride and call in sick for the first time in MANY MANY MANY moons. I have worked with colds, aches, pains, fevers of 103degrees, flu, and Montezuma's revenge. This was embarrassing. Hopefully with the rest I got today, and the amount of healing I can get done before work tomarrow, I can get to the point of capable functionality.
So yet again, there is drama that I have been sucked in to. It's more he said, she said bullshit, and I find it tiresome to say the least. Serious accusations were leveled, and have been strenuously denied. I personally wash my hands of the whole fucking thing. It's no wonder so many people want to leave gainesville and never come back. Crappy government, overbearing police force with a collective shoulder chip, overcrowding, and drama, drama, drama 24/7. It's no wonder I keep getting sick. I never used to get sick at ALL untill I moved back here to stay. I have met some of my best friends ever in this town. And coming from someone who is used to the closeness with another soldier, that is saying something. However, with all my new friends came a deluge of drama. I am not blaming anybody, so strike that thought out of y'all's collective heads. but I must say that this is the most drama ridden group of people I have ever known. I love y'all but there it is. Now I am not in ANY way shape or form saying that I am drama free. Take that thing about Lucinda. Everybody and their dog knows how I felt about her when she started dating Ari. There was my Drama to add to the mix. I never said or did anything because I wanted to avoid foisting more drama on the group. Unfortunately that backfired on me. by keeping it all bottled up, got other people involved, which caused Drama. I am truely sorry if my actions caused you or Ari any discomfort, or trouble Lucinda. I don't think I ever actually said that to you. I should have though. Anyway, I am off track. The Drama needs to stop people. It's making me physically ill.
So yet again, there is drama that I have been sucked in to. It's more he said, she said bullshit, and I find it tiresome to say the least. Serious accusations were leveled, and have been strenuously denied. I personally wash my hands of the whole fucking thing. It's no wonder so many people want to leave gainesville and never come back. Crappy government, overbearing police force with a collective shoulder chip, overcrowding, and drama, drama, drama 24/7. It's no wonder I keep getting sick. I never used to get sick at ALL untill I moved back here to stay. I have met some of my best friends ever in this town. And coming from someone who is used to the closeness with another soldier, that is saying something. However, with all my new friends came a deluge of drama. I am not blaming anybody, so strike that thought out of y'all's collective heads. but I must say that this is the most drama ridden group of people I have ever known. I love y'all but there it is. Now I am not in ANY way shape or form saying that I am drama free. Take that thing about Lucinda. Everybody and their dog knows how I felt about her when she started dating Ari. There was my Drama to add to the mix. I never said or did anything because I wanted to avoid foisting more drama on the group. Unfortunately that backfired on me. by keeping it all bottled up, got other people involved, which caused Drama. I am truely sorry if my actions caused you or Ari any discomfort, or trouble Lucinda. I don't think I ever actually said that to you. I should have though. Anyway, I am off track. The Drama needs to stop people. It's making me physically ill.