"It's what you do to the people you say love that's what matters..."
if you know me at all, you know that i am on msn all day. i use it for work. i use it for my friends. all the time connected to all the people in my world. Yesterday, a friend... well, i saved it. i'll just cut and paste and do a little name change. Hopefully, A won't mind, as it was just executed so well that trying to paraphrase wouldn't do it justice.
A says:
I think I love you
Erica says:
he he he
why?
besides the fact that i'm amazing
A says:
That's the reason right there!
Erica says:
nice
A says:
you are just so amazing!
Erica says:
awww. thanks
A says:
I saw your name online
and thought, I love her for her amazing amazingness and I should tell her that!
Erica says:
wow. thank you.
you're gunna make cry
A says:
:')
it would be a good cry
it's always nice to know that you're loved
no matter what the circumstance
agape love... love that trancends all
and the fact that before you left you became one of mine and J's closest friends
That was a nice warm fuzy of love early in the day. I continually think to myself how blessed I am in the this time of my life with all the friends that surround me. I find myself in a place i don't know if i've been before. Partly because i am a different person, and partly because of the friendships i have. but it's pretty awesome.
I did however, end yesterday on a pained note. After a long day of work and IMing, i crawled into bed and threw the t.v. on for a little half hour unwinding. I thought, The Last Kiss, Zack Braff - love Zack... and i think i wanted to this when it came out. It was the last half hour of the movie. Bad move. The Last Kiss for those of you that haven't seen it, not even the last half hour, is about a guy (zack) and his girlfriend, having a baby, transition through that and then him having an affair. H.E.A.V.Y.
The very last scene does such justice to a break-up. He is sitting on the porch where he has been for 3 days, because he said he wasn't moving until she talked to him. It's raining. Pouring. and she is sitting on the other side of the door, it the dark. And for the first time, she speaks to him. And she says (in e paraphrasing) "Remember when my grandmother died? And i was so sad. And they let me through to see you. I had never felt such pain in my heart before in my life, like i was going to die. And i feel that way now. like i am grieving the death of the single most important thing in my life.... us."
blown away. it was an amazing scene. i do not recommend watching it as you are about to fall asleep. It made me a little "emotionally hungover" this morning. But i now want to see the whole movie. What i caught had some amazing quotes on relationships.
A says:
I think I love you
Erica says:
he he he
why?
besides the fact that i'm amazing
A says:
That's the reason right there!
Erica says:
nice
A says:
you are just so amazing!
Erica says:
awww. thanks
A says:
I saw your name online
and thought, I love her for her amazing amazingness and I should tell her that!
Erica says:
wow. thank you.
you're gunna make cry
A says:
:')
it would be a good cry
it's always nice to know that you're loved
no matter what the circumstance
agape love... love that trancends all
and the fact that before you left you became one of mine and J's closest friends
That was a nice warm fuzy of love early in the day. I continually think to myself how blessed I am in the this time of my life with all the friends that surround me. I find myself in a place i don't know if i've been before. Partly because i am a different person, and partly because of the friendships i have. but it's pretty awesome.
I did however, end yesterday on a pained note. After a long day of work and IMing, i crawled into bed and threw the t.v. on for a little half hour unwinding. I thought, The Last Kiss, Zack Braff - love Zack... and i think i wanted to this when it came out. It was the last half hour of the movie. Bad move. The Last Kiss for those of you that haven't seen it, not even the last half hour, is about a guy (zack) and his girlfriend, having a baby, transition through that and then him having an affair. H.E.A.V.Y.
The very last scene does such justice to a break-up. He is sitting on the porch where he has been for 3 days, because he said he wasn't moving until she talked to him. It's raining. Pouring. and she is sitting on the other side of the door, it the dark. And for the first time, she speaks to him. And she says (in e paraphrasing) "Remember when my grandmother died? And i was so sad. And they let me through to see you. I had never felt such pain in my heart before in my life, like i was going to die. And i feel that way now. like i am grieving the death of the single most important thing in my life.... us."
blown away. it was an amazing scene. i do not recommend watching it as you are about to fall asleep. It made me a little "emotionally hungover" this morning. But i now want to see the whole movie. What i caught had some amazing quotes on relationships.