A Day of Me
i sit here in the giant over-sized, over stuffed chair. a chair that i almost always gravitated to when i visited and one that i never seem to have enough time to enjoy since i began living here. the house is quite except for the soft mellow melodies of jack johnson, dave matthews, and john mayer. it is the first day in over a month and a half that i have no agenda. no plans of getting work done (which i probalby will do anyways). no plan to do laundry, or cleaning, or running around getting my name changed). no plans at all.
today.. i have options. nothing that HAS to be done. just things that i WANT to do. also the roomy is gone for the weekend. at least most of it. and don't get me wrong i LOVE my roomy. but there is something to be said for time when you are alone. time with no agenda,. time to gather thoughts. journal. read. nurture your soul. or at least for me... this is my nourishment. and i have been so bad about doing this for myself of late and it has been taking it's toll on me. so much so, that in the mist of quite my first reaction is to just sit and cry at the beauty of it.
there is so much i have to download about, topics including forgiveness, the three year void, and last nights girl night. but not today. no tainting the day of peace.
today.. i have options. nothing that HAS to be done. just things that i WANT to do. also the roomy is gone for the weekend. at least most of it. and don't get me wrong i LOVE my roomy. but there is something to be said for time when you are alone. time with no agenda,. time to gather thoughts. journal. read. nurture your soul. or at least for me... this is my nourishment. and i have been so bad about doing this for myself of late and it has been taking it's toll on me. so much so, that in the mist of quite my first reaction is to just sit and cry at the beauty of it.
there is so much i have to download about, topics including forgiveness, the three year void, and last nights girl night. but not today. no tainting the day of peace.