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[texasgurl2006]

It's been so long since I've done this that I had to stop and think a minute about how to post this. Why I am writing in this again I don't know. I mean no one will prolly read it but when I used this it was always more for myself anyways. It's funny for me to think about all the crazy, silly, and stupid stuff I wrote about on this. All of my entry's were centered around high school and growing up. I am just realizing that I'm over and through with high school weather I like it or not but I am so so far from being grown up so much that it almost kills me. I leave for Baylor University tomorrow morning a school I always wanted to go to but one that is inconveniently 12 hours away from my friends, family, home and everything I am comfortable with and have grown to love over the last 5 years. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared out of my mind but I would also be lying if I said I wasn't so excited that I probably won't be able to sleep tonight. There is so much on my mind right now. I guess I have nothing more to say.

God please forgive me and help me to learn from my mistakes and to truly begin to grow up