Its gonna be a long week I can feel it
So this year if anything is going to be a definite learning experience. I'm realizing that most of these lessons i'm having to learn are not going to be fun like at all but maybe I will end up a better more responsible person because of it. I sure hope so. I also am realizing how little most little things matter as you get older and how things that would've bothered me before don't know. I hope this is a good thing and doesn't mean I just don't care.
I went to see Michael this weekend. He makes lots of things better I'm content just sitting with him and doing nothing. Him moving was maybe the hardest thing that has ever happened to me. I still deal with him not being here on a day to day basis. Its hard doing everything I did with him last year by myself this year. I feel really alone sometimes and i'm scared to death that that is just a small glimpse of what I'm gonna feel like in college next year.
Yay to going to Valley Friday! I am excited. Everyone should buy a ticket and ride to the game on the bus with the cheerleaders I promise it will be a hot time.
I may never drive again. I am afraid this is the harsh reality.
I HATE to tumble it scares me to death and stresses me out beyond belief. I know people don't understand my mental block but it really is making my life miserable and I'm afraid there is very little I can do about it.
So what the heck I have a million tests and projects this week. I'm never going to make it.
Facebook is a scary addiction!
The best thing I ever did for myself was to get over you. I thank you with all of my heart for freeing me. I'm gonna be MORE than fine and you never will!
It is a struggle to be patient with my youth cheerleaders after i've had a long day I pray to God for patience.
I have a feeling its going to be a long week.
I made a 150/150 on Gants project but what do i do with all these puppets now that took me 6 hours to make?
I went to see Michael this weekend. He makes lots of things better I'm content just sitting with him and doing nothing. Him moving was maybe the hardest thing that has ever happened to me. I still deal with him not being here on a day to day basis. Its hard doing everything I did with him last year by myself this year. I feel really alone sometimes and i'm scared to death that that is just a small glimpse of what I'm gonna feel like in college next year.
Yay to going to Valley Friday! I am excited. Everyone should buy a ticket and ride to the game on the bus with the cheerleaders I promise it will be a hot time.
I may never drive again. I am afraid this is the harsh reality.
I HATE to tumble it scares me to death and stresses me out beyond belief. I know people don't understand my mental block but it really is making my life miserable and I'm afraid there is very little I can do about it.
So what the heck I have a million tests and projects this week. I'm never going to make it.
Facebook is a scary addiction!
The best thing I ever did for myself was to get over you. I thank you with all of my heart for freeing me. I'm gonna be MORE than fine and you never will!
It is a struggle to be patient with my youth cheerleaders after i've had a long day I pray to God for patience.
I have a feeling its going to be a long week.
I made a 150/150 on Gants project but what do i do with all these puppets now that took me 6 hours to make?