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I guess right now you could say that my life sucks. Yesterday, I told Aaron that I couldnt date him, because of my feelings for chris. I was surprised to see that he took it ok. He said whatever makes me happy is fine with him. He's such a sweet guy, but I dont want to date anyone else except chris right now. Chris is the perfect man (in my eyes). I love him so much... which reminds me, I gotta get a letter sent out to him. anyway, I get to come home for christmas, so hopefully I will get to see all the important people... Life is going ok. I'm actually having alot more fun in class. I talk to the guys that sit in front of me and we play around all the time. It's great! Man... my heart just keeps telling me that this whole entry should be about chris, but i'm trying so hard not to make it that way. I just sent him his letter, though. I sent him this card that says on the front, "I think about you constantly" and something... i just cant remember the next line. and then it's like, "I cant wait to say I love you," and on the inside it says, "when we're close enough to touch" I saw the card at walmart and i immediately thought of him. anyway... I guess I'll get off this thing before i work myself into a tear!