weddings
I feel much better now. I talked to Steven last night for awhile. Until 2:30, I think. We're going to go driving tomorrow after he gets off work. Anything to get me out of this house at night. I had totally forgotten about his sister's wedding that I was supposed to go to with him, in 2 weeks!
He reminded me that we are only 8 years away from getting married. So weird to think about. I think we made that pact when I was... 16? Hmmm. Not that I'm actually planning on that, it's just nice to have a back up plan.
Then I started thinking, do you have to be attracted to the one you're supposed to spend the rest of your life with? I'm definately not attracted to Steven, but I'd know he'd always be there to take care of me. He's been there through my crazy bitchiness and stupid relationships. Is that enough? Or do you have to be madly in love?
I guess you'd actually have to be able to imagine yourself kissing that person, which I can't. Not at all.
So there goes that thought.
He reminded me that we are only 8 years away from getting married. So weird to think about. I think we made that pact when I was... 16? Hmmm. Not that I'm actually planning on that, it's just nice to have a back up plan.
Then I started thinking, do you have to be attracted to the one you're supposed to spend the rest of your life with? I'm definately not attracted to Steven, but I'd know he'd always be there to take care of me. He's been there through my crazy bitchiness and stupid relationships. Is that enough? Or do you have to be madly in love?
I guess you'd actually have to be able to imagine yourself kissing that person, which I can't. Not at all.
So there goes that thought.