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there normally arent too many mornings when you wake up and you wish that someone was pointing a gun at your head. or for that matter hoping theyll just shoot. i think im going through my mid life crisis 30 years early. but then you have to rethink, and not be selfish and go "there are more people that would be upset at my passing then there would be rejoicing that theyll never see me again. and those are the people that matter. the ones that stick by you no matter what." and everything just seems to dissipate and you just shut down emotionally and cry. those were my exact thoughts (and actions) this morning. so i would just like to dole out a couple of apologies. to ashley, sorry i wasnt a bit more receptive of your greeting this morning. youve always been there for me. tara sp. sorry ive been such a wreck lately and not saying anything to you this morning. you dont deserve it and im better than that. and to anyone else ive wronged in the last few months and i havent caught it, a general apology.
so anyway. i have one more session today for soccer, and if we do well, then i have nothing tomorrow morning, and then a game at 3.00 in Sanford, Maine. if anyone is interested. i dont expect anyone to be there though.
ok love all y'all.
so anyway. i have one more session today for soccer, and if we do well, then i have nothing tomorrow morning, and then a game at 3.00 in Sanford, Maine. if anyone is interested. i dont expect anyone to be there though.
ok love all y'all.