sleeper

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well i cant sleep

too much on my mind

im definitely at my wits end

yesterday i didnt even leave tim's room

lied in bed all day

everyone knew what was wrong

but.........

i dont know

i cant eat

i just cant live anymore

and none of you give a fuck

all i did was help you and listen to your fucking problems

but what do i get?

not a damn thing

you guys have taken me for granted

and look at me now....

ive completely shut down

i cant deal with it anymore

ive helped everyone be happy

and im alone and upset in the end

i had nothing to gain and everything to lose

i gave too much to others and ruined it all

i shouldve worried about myself and nothing else

not the fucking drama that was in my face

dont get me wrong im happy for everyone that i helped

but i feel like i was taken advantage of and thrown away

WHY CANT I LIVE

WHY CANT I BE HELPED

im treated like a fucking disease

well it doesnt matter the damage has already been done

and i have to feel the ultimate pain

the pain of life....

and the shit that has come with it

the happy ones are sleepers

living a dream

but one day youll wake up and live the nightmare

like i have

so to those sleepers enjoy the dream while you can

because when you wake up ill be waiting there to give you the first
taste of your nightmare

sweet dreams