what a day
i knew today would suck when i heard that dimebag died but i had no idea that it would be this bad the day was going pretty good until she called me ryan her new boyfriends name then i started going down the tubes but until then it was cool me and alexs woman were having tile races when her and i were supposed to be in geology and geography well i was in the library and that was pretty fun to do then i went back to the library and that was when she called me ryan and i started to loose it so at the end of the day i smoked a cigarette and then another right after that because i almost lost it when disney spit on me i almost lost it but i didnt hit him that hard and i was pretty proud of that but i dont think that he understood how mad that really made me but i guess that i need to let that go because he was joking and i cant hold that against him it just seems that when things get bad they get really bad but the thing that got me through the day was the fact that i turn eighteen tommorow and thats pretty cool but other than that today was pretty shitty and im glad that its over time to lite another cigarette *lites a marlboro red takes a drag and exhales*ahh that feels better so much for trying to quit huh dont worry dooper it will happen sooner or later and it will be all good but as long as im unhappy ill continue to smoke but my other ex gave me a note today that said that she talked to megan today and she wanted to know if what i said was true and the thing is i dont even know a megan unless she was talking about morgan who is this chick who is all over my nuts and wants to go out with me the only problem is i dont want to go out with her first off she is too tall shes six one and im five five and thats just wierd second shes too danm weird shes one of those girls that wishes she were a vampire and i dont need another crazy bitch in my life i have enough of those already not that i have many but one is enough and no i dont mean her if thats who thinking of dooper i just want this day to end already well im going to go and try to cash tis check again so ill get at yo u kids later