Title: Hate U Love U
Part: 8 of ?
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: YehWook, YehSaeng, KyuWook, YooWook, YehHyuk, KangTeuk, ShiHan, JaeHo
Notes: Aigoo. I'm having a hard time fixing all the couples and getting this fic finished. Lmao. ^^;;; I'm sure that it will take at least two more chapters... and 3 more pullouts...
And this chapter jumps around a lot. Sorry. I'm just trying to get everything done. lol
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ShiHan |
YehSaeng I tried to let you go without regret
Trusting I'd be able to stand it,
But the love that's still left
Just gets deeper
After their date, Yoochun dropped Ryeowook off at Super Junior’s apartment before returning home.
He unlocked the door and stepped inside, humming happily as he kicked off his shoes. The date had been really fun, and he was in a great mood.
“You’ve got a letter,” Changmin said without looking up from his laptop as Yoochun walked in, “It was sent directly here, so it’s probably not fan mail. Unless you have a stalker.”
Yoochun walked over and took the letter from Changmin’s outstretched hand and opened it slowly, scanning the contents. After a long stretch of silence, the magnae looked up curiously to see Yoochun staring at the letter, eyes wide.
“What is it, hyung?” Changmin asked, closing his laptop.
“Um…” Yoochun swallowed, quickly folding up the letter and shoving it back into the envelope, “It’s nothing. Don’t worry about it.”
***
It was the next morning, and eleven members of Super Junior stood cramped together in the hallway just outside of the kitchen.
Kangin and Eeteuk were sitting at the kitchen table, across from each other, eating their breakfast silently.
“Eunhyuk, go get me something to eat,” Heechul demanded.
“Are you crazy?” Eunhyuk was staring at Heechul like he’d grown an extra head, “There’s no fucking way I’m going in there.”
Ever since the two had had their fight, things around the house had been tense. Eeteuk refused to even look at Kangin, and Kangin was snapping at everyone about everything.
Finally Yesung pushed through the clump of boys and into the kitchen.
“Don’t go in there!” Sungmin whispered frantically, trying to grab for his hyung.
Yesung just ignored everyone and walked over to the coffee pot, pouring himself a large cup. He picked up the cup and took a small sip, sighed contentedly, then glanced over at Kangin and Eeteuk, who were still pointedly ignoring each other. “Kiss and make up already,” He said, “You two fighting is upsetting the house.”
Then he turned on his heel and walked out, with everyone staring at him in shock.
After a minute, Eeteuk got up and went off to his room, shutting the door behind him.
“He hates me,” Kangin said softly, before getting up and walking off too.
Kyuhyun sighed to himself. Did he have to fix everything?
***
Yesung could not get himself to stop thinking about what Eeteuk had said. If only Kangin had confessed his feelings sooner, none of this would be happening. Of course, Eeteuk could have done the confessing too. Both were at fault.
He didn’t want to think about how much Eeteuk and Kangin’s situation reflected his and Ryeowook’s. Well, at least in one respect. Yesung had serious feelings for Ryeowook. And maybe if he’d told the eternal magnae, then Ryeowook wouldn’t be dating someone else right now.
Youngsaeng knew that Kangin needed to tell Eeteuk his feelings. So… if Kangin needed to tell Eeteuk, didn’t that mean that Yesung needed to tell Ryeowook?
It didn’t take long after that realization for Yesung to know that he needed to confess, regardless of the outcome.
And before doing that, he needed to break things off with Youngsaeng.
***
“Anything wrong, Yoochun?”
It was their third date, and Yoochun seemed preoccupied.
Reowook was seriously nervous after being told by several of his bandmates about the significance of the fourth date.
“Don’t you know?” Eunhyuk had asked, grinning, “The fourth date is when things get really serious.” Several people nodded in agreement as Eunhyuk added, “You don’t go on more three dates in a row with someone unless you’re really serious about them.”
So now Ryeowook was freaked out. He wasn’t sure how he felt about things getting more serious, as much as he was enjoying dating Yoochun.
“Sorry,” Yoochun replied, “I guess I have a lot on my mind today.”
“It’s okay,” Ryeowook replied, “I do too, actually…”
“Do you want to talk about it?” Yoochun asked, and Ryeowook shook his head. “Do you?”
Yoochun paused. “No, I suppose not.”
***
As soon as he could manage, Yesung went to visit Youngsaeng.
“I still want to be good friends with you,” he explained, as they sat together on the couch, “but I think we need to stop sleeping together.”
“Oh well,” Youngsaeng said, laughing a little, “I figured it was too good to last.”
“I’m sorry,” Yesung said, pulling back a little, putting space between the two of them, but Youngsaeng just shook his head, leaning against the other. “Don’t be,” he replied, “It was fun while it lasted.”
Yesung nodded, sighing a little to himself.
“So are you planning on confessing to the person that you have feelings for?” Youngsaeng asked, “Do you need any advice before you do? You know, I know all sorts of things you could say to win someone’s heart.”
Laughing, Yesung shook his head, “Thank you, but I think I know what I’m going to do.”
***
“Should we lock them in a closet together or what?” Donghae asked, clearly frustrated.
Things with Eeteuk and Kangin weren’t getting better, so the remaining members of Super Junior decided they had to do something to fix it.
“It’s not like Eeteuk-hyung to hold a grudge for this long…” Siwon said, looking a little bit worried.
“It’s hard…” Hankyung said softly, “Loving someone.”
“You really think they’re in love?” Sungmin asked, looking a little starry eyed.
“Definitely.” Hankyung looked over at Siwon with a soft smile on his face.
“That’s it!” Heechul exclaimed, standing up so suddenly that he knocked over his chair, “You two need to stop being so disgusting in front of me, you make me loose my appetite!” And he stormed off.
Siwon glanced at Hankyung before getting up and following Heechul.
“Everyone’s fighting…” Donghae sighed, leaning his head on Kibum’s shoulder.
“It’ll all work out somehow,” Kibum replied, choosing to put his book down to put his arm around Donghae instead, “Don’t worry so much, Hyung.”
"How do you know?"
"Kibum is right, Donghae," Kyuhyun said from accross the room, "There's nothing to worry about."