Hate U Love U [6/?]
Title: Hate U Love U
Part: 6 of ?
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: YehWook, YehSaeng, KyuWook, YooWook, YehHyuk, KangTeuk, ShiHan, JaeHo
Notes: This chapter is pushing the PG-13 rating, I’ll admit it. But it’s just a paragraph. And it’s just mentioning something, without really going into detail. So it should be okay? I’m not very impressed with this chapter. But it was necessary for the plot?
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5
Nc-17 Pullouts: Jaeho | ShiHan
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
“Youngsaeng? Really?”
Yesung was dressed up, really dressed up, and slipping on his shoes to leave when Sungmin noticed, and his excited voice echoed through the apartment, alerting everyone.
“What about Eunhyuk???” Sungmin had immediately asked, curious.
“That was just a one time thing,” Yesung replied, quickly tying his shoelaces, “We talked about it, don’t worry.”
“And now you’re dating Youngsaeng? When did that happen?” Heechul appeared behind Sungmin. He was more than a little curious. For all that he pretended that he was too good for all the gossip that tended to take place in the Super Junior house, by most he was considered the ringleader.
Yesung stood up, checking his hair in the mirror. “We decided to catch up one night, after we ran into each other when SS501 and Super Junior were both on the awards show, remember that? And one thing led to another, and…”
“Well…” Kyuhyun said, glancing at Ryeowook, who was standing in the back of the clump of boys who had gathered in the entrance way to find out what was going on, “Well, congratulations!”
Ryeowook smiled widely at Yesung when their eyes met. “That’s great, hyung. Have a good time.”
“Thank you…” Yesung said, looking a little strange, before turning quickly and walking out the front door.
***
After Yesung left, Ryeowook kind of stumbled over to the couch and sat down, staring out the window, unsure of what to do. Thoughts were racing through his mind, and he wasn’t sure whether he should laugh or cry.
The most frustrating thing was that he couldn’t really… do anything. He had a boyfriend too. And it was completely his fault for not coming out and telling Yesung his feelings in the first place.
Yes, he definitely just had to accept it and be happy for his hyung the way his hyung had been happy for him. That was the only way.
“Are you okay, kiddo?”
Ryeowook looked up and Kangin was standing there, arms folded. “I’m okay, hyung.”
Kangin sat down beside Ryeowook and put an arm around Ryeowook. “If you want to talk, go ahead.”
Ryeowook was a little surprised that Kangin of all people was the one comforting him (he didn’t know that the group had drawn straws in the kitchen, and Kangin had lost), but he smiled a little and leaned on his hyung’s shoulder. “So you know?”
Kangin nodded, looking a little uncomfortable with the whole situation. “Ryeowook-ah, why didn’t you just tell Yesung you love him instead of starting to date Yoochun?”
Ryeowook stared at Kangin a little. It was very ironic that Kangin of all people was trying to tell Ryeowook this.
“What??” Kangin finally exclaimed, not knowing why Ryeowook was looking at him like he was an idiot.
“Hyung…” Ryeowook said, shaking his head a little, “You really need to take your own advice.”
The look on Kangin's face told Ryeowook that he obviously didn’t get it.
***
Yesung hadn’t been entirely honest. He was with Youngsaeng, but not really in the sense that everyone assumed. After that party when they’d ran into each other, they’d hooked up, and become sort of… sex buddies. They didn’t really talk about having a relationship, and to be honest, Yesung wasn’t really interested in one anyway.
But one thing was for sure. Sex with Youngsaeng was amazing.
For example, one day Yesung went over to the SS501 apartments and Youngsaeng was waiting, naked, gagged, and tied to his bed. Who had tied him there, Youngsaeng wasn’t sure he wanted to know. But Hyunjoong had answered the door, looking nonchalant, and once he’d directed Yesung to the bedroom, quickly slipped out of the apartment, with an uncharacteristically quiet Hyungjoon in tow.
It was fun, and every ‘date’ with Youngsaeng was an adventure, and Yesung was happy with it. He didn't need or want anything more serious. At least, that is what he told himself.
But for some reason, Yesung would often find his mind wandering to someone else.
***
“Who are you thinking about when you’re with me?”
Yesung’s eyes flew open. He was drifting off after an amazing night with Youngsaeng, arms wrapped around the younger man, but that question immediately woke him up.
He looked down at Youngsaeng to see his lover looking back, an adorable, amused, knowing smile on his face.
Yesung wasn't sure how to reply.
“It’s fine, I’m not worried about it,” Youngsaeng continued, giggling a little as he pushed some hair out of Yesung's eyes, “I’m just curious.”
“I don’t know… …he has a boyfriend anyway.”
“Well, you don’t have to tell me who it is if you don’t want to.” Youngsaeng pushed back the warm blanket, pulled away from Yesung, and started to slide down between his legs, “But now you look sad, I really think I need to find a way to make you feel better…”
***
“I still can’t believe you did that to me!” Eunhyuk exclaimed into the phone.
“You should have seen your face!” Junsu’s loud laugh echoed through the phone, “It was absolutely priceless!”
“It’s not funny, Kim Junsu.” It really wasn’t. I mean… it kind of would be, but everyone was still teasing Eunhyuk, mostly because Yesung had gone off and gotten himself a boyfriend, leaving Eunhyuk alone.
It wasn’t like Eunhyuk was going to date Yesung. Even if Yesung was attractive, and a great kisser, Eunhyuk obviously wasn’t going to try and date someone that one of this other bandmates was crushing on. And he was also mortally afraid of waking up beside a coffee-deprived Yesung in the morning. But that was besides the point.
Eunhyuk was still trying to think of the perfect way to get revenge on Junsu. He'd thought of releasing some embarrassing pictures of Junsu from school that he had stashed onto the internet, but most of the pictures were embarrassing for him too. Plus, that wasn’t creative at all. He had to think of something brilliant. Something Junsu would never see coming in a million years.
And then he just happened to stumble upon something on the internet that gave him the most brilliant idea.
Part: 6 of ?
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: YehWook, YehSaeng, KyuWook, YooWook, YehHyuk, KangTeuk, ShiHan, JaeHo
Notes: This chapter is pushing the PG-13 rating, I’ll admit it. But it’s just a paragraph. And it’s just mentioning something, without really going into detail. So it should be okay? I’m not very impressed with this chapter. But it was necessary for the plot?
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5
Nc-17 Pullouts: Jaeho | ShiHan
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
“Youngsaeng? Really?”
Yesung was dressed up, really dressed up, and slipping on his shoes to leave when Sungmin noticed, and his excited voice echoed through the apartment, alerting everyone.
“What about Eunhyuk???” Sungmin had immediately asked, curious.
“That was just a one time thing,” Yesung replied, quickly tying his shoelaces, “We talked about it, don’t worry.”
“And now you’re dating Youngsaeng? When did that happen?” Heechul appeared behind Sungmin. He was more than a little curious. For all that he pretended that he was too good for all the gossip that tended to take place in the Super Junior house, by most he was considered the ringleader.
Yesung stood up, checking his hair in the mirror. “We decided to catch up one night, after we ran into each other when SS501 and Super Junior were both on the awards show, remember that? And one thing led to another, and…”
“Well…” Kyuhyun said, glancing at Ryeowook, who was standing in the back of the clump of boys who had gathered in the entrance way to find out what was going on, “Well, congratulations!”
Ryeowook smiled widely at Yesung when their eyes met. “That’s great, hyung. Have a good time.”
“Thank you…” Yesung said, looking a little strange, before turning quickly and walking out the front door.
***
After Yesung left, Ryeowook kind of stumbled over to the couch and sat down, staring out the window, unsure of what to do. Thoughts were racing through his mind, and he wasn’t sure whether he should laugh or cry.
The most frustrating thing was that he couldn’t really… do anything. He had a boyfriend too. And it was completely his fault for not coming out and telling Yesung his feelings in the first place.
Yes, he definitely just had to accept it and be happy for his hyung the way his hyung had been happy for him. That was the only way.
“Are you okay, kiddo?”
Ryeowook looked up and Kangin was standing there, arms folded. “I’m okay, hyung.”
Kangin sat down beside Ryeowook and put an arm around Ryeowook. “If you want to talk, go ahead.”
Ryeowook was a little surprised that Kangin of all people was the one comforting him (he didn’t know that the group had drawn straws in the kitchen, and Kangin had lost), but he smiled a little and leaned on his hyung’s shoulder. “So you know?”
Kangin nodded, looking a little uncomfortable with the whole situation. “Ryeowook-ah, why didn’t you just tell Yesung you love him instead of starting to date Yoochun?”
Ryeowook stared at Kangin a little. It was very ironic that Kangin of all people was trying to tell Ryeowook this.
“What??” Kangin finally exclaimed, not knowing why Ryeowook was looking at him like he was an idiot.
“Hyung…” Ryeowook said, shaking his head a little, “You really need to take your own advice.”
The look on Kangin's face told Ryeowook that he obviously didn’t get it.
***
Yesung hadn’t been entirely honest. He was with Youngsaeng, but not really in the sense that everyone assumed. After that party when they’d ran into each other, they’d hooked up, and become sort of… sex buddies. They didn’t really talk about having a relationship, and to be honest, Yesung wasn’t really interested in one anyway.
But one thing was for sure. Sex with Youngsaeng was amazing.
For example, one day Yesung went over to the SS501 apartments and Youngsaeng was waiting, naked, gagged, and tied to his bed. Who had tied him there, Youngsaeng wasn’t sure he wanted to know. But Hyunjoong had answered the door, looking nonchalant, and once he’d directed Yesung to the bedroom, quickly slipped out of the apartment, with an uncharacteristically quiet Hyungjoon in tow.
It was fun, and every ‘date’ with Youngsaeng was an adventure, and Yesung was happy with it. He didn't need or want anything more serious. At least, that is what he told himself.
But for some reason, Yesung would often find his mind wandering to someone else.
***
“Who are you thinking about when you’re with me?”
Yesung’s eyes flew open. He was drifting off after an amazing night with Youngsaeng, arms wrapped around the younger man, but that question immediately woke him up.
He looked down at Youngsaeng to see his lover looking back, an adorable, amused, knowing smile on his face.
Yesung wasn't sure how to reply.
“It’s fine, I’m not worried about it,” Youngsaeng continued, giggling a little as he pushed some hair out of Yesung's eyes, “I’m just curious.”
“I don’t know… …he has a boyfriend anyway.”
“Well, you don’t have to tell me who it is if you don’t want to.” Youngsaeng pushed back the warm blanket, pulled away from Yesung, and started to slide down between his legs, “But now you look sad, I really think I need to find a way to make you feel better…”
***
“I still can’t believe you did that to me!” Eunhyuk exclaimed into the phone.
“You should have seen your face!” Junsu’s loud laugh echoed through the phone, “It was absolutely priceless!”
“It’s not funny, Kim Junsu.” It really wasn’t. I mean… it kind of would be, but everyone was still teasing Eunhyuk, mostly because Yesung had gone off and gotten himself a boyfriend, leaving Eunhyuk alone.
It wasn’t like Eunhyuk was going to date Yesung. Even if Yesung was attractive, and a great kisser, Eunhyuk obviously wasn’t going to try and date someone that one of this other bandmates was crushing on. And he was also mortally afraid of waking up beside a coffee-deprived Yesung in the morning. But that was besides the point.
Eunhyuk was still trying to think of the perfect way to get revenge on Junsu. He'd thought of releasing some embarrassing pictures of Junsu from school that he had stashed onto the internet, but most of the pictures were embarrassing for him too. Plus, that wasn’t creative at all. He had to think of something brilliant. Something Junsu would never see coming in a million years.
And then he just happened to stumble upon something on the internet that gave him the most brilliant idea.