내 진정한 느낌과 어떻게 지금 내 기분입니다!!! (╥_╥)
Today is i really.... (⌣__⌣ =-?)Ɨƚ♏♏,¸¸,•°˚°ºº how i say it and start to tell it to u guys??!!! *confused*
It's really a long day and exhausted day (╥_╥)
U know when u have a dreams.. And want try to get what we want + want to make everything our dream come true, rite???!!!
Now, i tried hard to get what i want n' make my dream come true coz i dont want to regret in the future coz never try to get it .. Although i dont make/ get what i want aftr i try it ... It's ok coz i will never regret it , rite???
Now, i take a step by step ... But when u try hard for it and u really need a support then no one that support u only a few ur best friends that understand u n' always there for u... But ur parents, brother or family relatives never give theirs support to u, how is it feel??!! It's sad,hurt and terrible,,rite??!!!
That what happened to me and what i feel now!!! Today i lock my self again in my room and crying hard coz of it and thinking bout it!! I know my parents want me juz be like them go find a job and never dream high coz it will make u down when u cant make it ... I know they're worried bout me ... But it's my dream and what i want to do ... I want they're understand and the only thing i want they're support me like my friends's parents that always support their children.. Why cant they be like them.. I mean in my position they dont need to spend money for what i will do coz i will use all my money!!! At least they only need give me a support... Is that really hard give ur daughter a support for whatever that her really dreamed???!!!
It's hurt, sad and disappointment bout u know guys i never speak it out ... I juz keep it in my heart and when they're talk i juz quite or go to my room coz i never want to start to fight w/ them again... Sometimes i even can crying coz i feel my tears already dry and i juz can doin long sighed n' my heart feel clenched (╥_╥)
But my decision is whatever they say to me... I dont want to give up and i will always try it until i can make it although no one will support me.. Coz it's my dream and my life... Am i wrong???
For me day by day it's seem to hard bout i never want to lose hope, believing, pray and hope that all i do can make a good result!!!!
And that is why i try to do all the best of the best that i can do coz i want to make a proof for them and i wanna they see i can do it then success will all my hard work n' my dream ... So they can proud of me with the way that i choose coz this my life and im the one who can choose for my future, rite??? And i want they understand it ... No, the era alrdy change... I'm alrdy old enough to make decision for my life s... So i can they appreciate it and support me ... Is that too much for me to hope something like that from my own parents???? (╥_╥)
Hope everything will be like what i hope, rite??!!
Please pray for me ^^
Aja-aja fighting and never give up with ur dream.. Go to make it as long as u can and can try it w/ all ur might, rite???
It's really a long day and exhausted day (╥_╥)
U know when u have a dreams.. And want try to get what we want + want to make everything our dream come true, rite???!!!
Now, i tried hard to get what i want n' make my dream come true coz i dont want to regret in the future coz never try to get it .. Although i dont make/ get what i want aftr i try it ... It's ok coz i will never regret it , rite???
Now, i take a step by step ... But when u try hard for it and u really need a support then no one that support u only a few ur best friends that understand u n' always there for u... But ur parents, brother or family relatives never give theirs support to u, how is it feel??!! It's sad,hurt and terrible,,rite??!!!
That what happened to me and what i feel now!!! Today i lock my self again in my room and crying hard coz of it and thinking bout it!! I know my parents want me juz be like them go find a job and never dream high coz it will make u down when u cant make it ... I know they're worried bout me ... But it's my dream and what i want to do ... I want they're understand and the only thing i want they're support me like my friends's parents that always support their children.. Why cant they be like them.. I mean in my position they dont need to spend money for what i will do coz i will use all my money!!! At least they only need give me a support... Is that really hard give ur daughter a support for whatever that her really dreamed???!!!
It's hurt, sad and disappointment bout u know guys i never speak it out ... I juz keep it in my heart and when they're talk i juz quite or go to my room coz i never want to start to fight w/ them again... Sometimes i even can crying coz i feel my tears already dry and i juz can doin long sighed n' my heart feel clenched (╥_╥)
But my decision is whatever they say to me... I dont want to give up and i will always try it until i can make it although no one will support me.. Coz it's my dream and my life... Am i wrong???
For me day by day it's seem to hard bout i never want to lose hope, believing, pray and hope that all i do can make a good result!!!!
And that is why i try to do all the best of the best that i can do coz i want to make a proof for them and i wanna they see i can do it then success will all my hard work n' my dream ... So they can proud of me with the way that i choose coz this my life and im the one who can choose for my future, rite??? And i want they understand it ... No, the era alrdy change... I'm alrdy old enough to make decision for my life s... So i can they appreciate it and support me ... Is that too much for me to hope something like that from my own parents???? (╥_╥)
Hope everything will be like what i hope, rite??!!
Please pray for me ^^
Aja-aja fighting and never give up with ur dream.. Go to make it as long as u can and can try it w/ all ur might, rite???