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Well lets see I cant remember the last time I wrote in here so I guess there is a lot to update.
So I work at a bar now which is kinda fun i guess. I still work for the school too in the flight research lab. I am on track to fail out of school if I am not careful, but the thing is I really don't care. I want to graduate and move on to bigger and better things but I would rather not grow up right now. I have seen what life is like at 35 and I don't want to be there right now, I want to make up for the years I lost.
My life seems to be back to where i was in high school. I mean I know a ton of girls and they all think I am a great guy and a good friend, you know the one they can talk to about everything, well I dont want it. I am so sick of being a good friend but maybe its my fault, maybe I am the one closing the door and not letting anyone close.
Oh well someday maybe I will be happy.
So I work at a bar now which is kinda fun i guess. I still work for the school too in the flight research lab. I am on track to fail out of school if I am not careful, but the thing is I really don't care. I want to graduate and move on to bigger and better things but I would rather not grow up right now. I have seen what life is like at 35 and I don't want to be there right now, I want to make up for the years I lost.
My life seems to be back to where i was in high school. I mean I know a ton of girls and they all think I am a great guy and a good friend, you know the one they can talk to about everything, well I dont want it. I am so sick of being a good friend but maybe its my fault, maybe I am the one closing the door and not letting anyone close.
Oh well someday maybe I will be happy.