6th april 2020
I started to coming to term with the fact that I could possibly never end up with you.
You're not mine and you don't want to belong to me and that's okay.
I will be soo heartbroken but I will heal eventually.
I won't force you to do something that you don't want to, it's unfair to both of us.
I believe there are reasons for things to happen, you just have to accept it and move on and focus on yourself, and if possible, love yourself more.
I don't know if I could or ever actually love myself well but I'm trying.
It is just life anyways.
I been feeling very depressed sometimes and lately.
I worry about my work.
I worry about my love life
I feel like I'm missing something.
Am I in the right path?
Am I losing myself too much in this love?
I just want to live without holding back and without regrets.
I feel a little bit torn but more to numb I guess.
You're not mine and you don't want to belong to me and that's okay.
I will be soo heartbroken but I will heal eventually.
I won't force you to do something that you don't want to, it's unfair to both of us.
I believe there are reasons for things to happen, you just have to accept it and move on and focus on yourself, and if possible, love yourself more.
I don't know if I could or ever actually love myself well but I'm trying.
It is just life anyways.
I been feeling very depressed sometimes and lately.
I worry about my work.
I worry about my love life
I feel like I'm missing something.
Am I in the right path?
Am I losing myself too much in this love?
I just want to live without holding back and without regrets.
I feel a little bit torn but more to numb I guess.