Whatever
I'm not looking for someone to write with.
I'm not looking for a roleplaying group.
I'm not looking for sympathy.
When it comes down to it the reality I feel the way I do cause I don't feel like I have any real friends. Everyone's gotten to know me as this person who just RP's all the time and shit like that. I'm just seen one way.
The person I really am. Someone who loves music passionately, someone who loves playing video games, someone who loves to just talk to people about whatever, someone who loves to do art, someone who can usually always make a joke, someone that tends to smile when no one else is, someone who likes to cheer up a dark room or someone in a dark mood... no one knows that person.
I'm just seen as what I am on the outside.
I'm told I'm looking in the wrong places for friends. To be honest, I'm not looking for friends on here. It's my fucking journal. It exists for me to write what I like no matter what it is or used to vent when I need to. But I can't do that either.
What's the point of this thing anyways then?
I'm deleting it at the end of the month unless I can be seen otherwise.
As a friend.
I'm not looking for a roleplaying group.
I'm not looking for sympathy.
When it comes down to it the reality I feel the way I do cause I don't feel like I have any real friends. Everyone's gotten to know me as this person who just RP's all the time and shit like that. I'm just seen one way.
The person I really am. Someone who loves music passionately, someone who loves playing video games, someone who loves to just talk to people about whatever, someone who loves to do art, someone who can usually always make a joke, someone that tends to smile when no one else is, someone who likes to cheer up a dark room or someone in a dark mood... no one knows that person.
I'm just seen as what I am on the outside.
I'm told I'm looking in the wrong places for friends. To be honest, I'm not looking for friends on here. It's my fucking journal. It exists for me to write what I like no matter what it is or used to vent when I need to. But I can't do that either.
What's the point of this thing anyways then?
I'm deleting it at the end of the month unless I can be seen otherwise.
As a friend.