I'm never lonesome when i'm by myself
It's hard not doing drugs. I could get them if i wanted them. I know people. I could if i wanted to. And sometimes i think i should just get the whole experiance over with. Like it's inevitable. Like if your the kind of person i am, and if you hang out with the kind of people i hang out with, it's gotta happen eventually. I don't particulary REALLY want to do anything. And to be honest i'm afraid what would happen if i did get high or whatever. What i would do, say, feel like. I think i carry the great potential to make a giant ass out of myself. I know i don't have to do anything i don't want to do... but sometimes i think it might be fun? maybe..