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I'm a terrible perfectionist. I have extremely high expectations of myself, but I do not always follow through. And I get annoyed at myself when I don't. Very rarely do I actually feel sad for myself. Sadness is usually reserved for others. When I put in lots of effort into something but it doesn't pay off, I get angry.
Other than having high expectations of myself, I also have high expectations of others (who have to work with me, doesn't matter if they don't). I get angry with people who don't do their part for groupwork. Rather than confront the said person or report to the tutor, I'll do all the work myself.
I like to be in control. I am a control freak. I get angry when people (relative, friends, etc.) turn up at my place unannouced, regardless of their purpose(s). This is probably why I am a loner. When you're with others, you have to take into account their welfare, their actions. I'm too selfish to consider the welfare of others, unless I really care for them, or if they're significant to me. (So if you think I've shown care for you before, you're significant to me.)
I'm probably a typical Blood Type A. According to this:
'TYPE A'
Type As most often describe themselves in ways related to the following characteristics: sensitive to the needs of others, good listeners, detail oriented, analytical, creative and inventive. Type As may seem calm on the outside, but inside, you’re filled with anxiety and worry. You’re perfectionists and often shy and sensitive. Usually introverted, you’re stable and thoughtful. You make good listeners and are sensitive to color and your surroundings. You like to be fashionable and are up on the latest trends, but never flashy or gaudy. You like romantic settings and often shun reality for fantasy worlds. A is most compatible with A and AB in the love department. Common career choices: accountant, librarian, economist, writer, computer programmer, and gossip columnist.
Blood Type A - Tend to be cooperative, sensitive, clever, passionate and smart. Often bottling up anxiety in order to get along with others, they may hold in their emotions until they explode. Many are tense, impatient and unable to sleep well. While they are capable of leadership positions, they may not take them because the stress is not good for their tightly wired systems.
Other than that striked out bit, it's actually accurate.
Anyway, most days I feel like I've got nothing to live for, other than fulfilling my goals.
Other than having high expectations of myself, I also have high expectations of others (who have to work with me, doesn't matter if they don't). I get angry with people who don't do their part for groupwork. Rather than confront the said person or report to the tutor, I'll do all the work myself.
I like to be in control. I am a control freak. I get angry when people (relative, friends, etc.) turn up at my place unannouced, regardless of their purpose(s). This is probably why I am a loner. When you're with others, you have to take into account their welfare, their actions. I'm too selfish to consider the welfare of others, unless I really care for them, or if they're significant to me. (So if you think I've shown care for you before, you're significant to me.)
I'm probably a typical Blood Type A. According to this:
'TYPE A'
Type As most often describe themselves in ways related to the following characteristics: sensitive to the needs of others, good listeners, detail oriented, analytical, creative and inventive. Type As may seem calm on the outside, but inside, you’re filled with anxiety and worry. You’re perfectionists and often shy and sensitive. Usually introverted, you’re stable and thoughtful. You make good listeners and are sensitive to color and your surroundings. You like to be fashionable and are up on the latest trends, but never flashy or gaudy. You like romantic settings and often shun reality for fantasy worlds. A is most compatible with A and AB in the love department. Common career choices: accountant, librarian, economist, writer, computer programmer, and gossip columnist.
Blood Type A - Tend to be cooperative, sensitive, clever, passionate and smart. Often bottling up anxiety in order to get along with others, they may hold in their emotions until they explode. Many are tense, impatient and unable to sleep well. While they are capable of leadership positions, they may not take them because the stress is not good for their tightly wired systems.
Other than that striked out bit, it's actually accurate.
Anyway, most days I feel like I've got nothing to live for, other than fulfilling my goals.