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Thy Teth: mrr?
ThoRnScRew: Hello, My little Chickado.
Thy Teth: Michelle said you could make me feel better...
ThoRnScRew: Probably.
ThoRnScRew: What's going on, love?
ThoRnScRew: What ales your beautiful soul?
ThoRnScRew: (I've seen your lovely snapshots. Quiet a lovely girl.)
Thy Teth: Thanks... and it's my boyfriend. well, sort of my boyfriend.
Thy Teth: he wants to break up... temporarily or something.
ThoRnScRew: What's the situation?
ThoRnScRew: Another girl?
Thy Teth: he's in drama, and they're having a lot of competitions soon.
Thy Teth: so I'll never see him.
ThoRnScRew: He doesn't want to hurt you by putting your relationship through one anothers absence.
ThoRnScRew: Agree to go with it if he promises you will see him again.
ThoRnScRew: And then take advantage of the situation.
Thy Teth: I did.
ThoRnScRew: -cough-mess around-cough-
Thy Teth: but.
ThoRnScRew: You love him?
Thy Teth: I think... maybe.
ThoRnScRew: Or don't want to "cheat"?
Thy Teth: but a friend of mine... he asked her out, today.
ThoRnScRew: Eep.
ThoRnScRew: Ok, then he's obviously lying about the situation.
ThoRnScRew: I say he's not worth your time if he is going to be a snake like that.
ThoRnScRew: that is under handed and decietful.
ThoRnScRew: The fact you were willing to be loyal means you're a much better person then him, and he isnt worth your time.
Thy Teth: except if I lose him... a voice.
Thy Teth: I killed someone who spoke to me in my dreams, the day Pete (my boyfriend if you could call him that) started going out with me.
ThoRnScRew: I understand exactly what you mean.(Mine prefers o torture me outside of dreams.) You must believe that is no fault of Petes that it is gone.
ThoRnScRew: You are responsible for it.
ThoRnScRew: Your mind and your strength you must tell yourself that.
ThoRnScRew: You mustn't rely on men.
ThoRnScRew: They are the root of evil, and you are angelic and powerful and intelligent.
ThoRnScRew: So the voice disappearing(wether good or bad) is because of what strength you thought the relaionship installed within you.
ThoRnScRew: But, you did it Teth, you did.
Thy Teth: but when I was scared last week, that he would break up with me... I started hearing the voice again.. really quietly.
ThoRnScRew: You let that fear carry you. I don't blame you, but you must tell yourself that you can rid yourself of it because YOU are powerful. not the relationship
ThoRnScRew: besides, you must allow yourself to be happy
ThoRnScRew: don't stay ina relationship because you are afraid of a creation your mind started.
ThoRnScRew: Be in charge of yourself.
Thy Teth: I want to... I really want to. but if there isn't someone there who cares, or at least... I could easily pretend cares, I go insane.
Thy Teth: it's happened before.
ThoRnScRew: You don't need a man to assure you someone cares.
ThoRnScRew: Michelle cares.
ThoRnScRew: Your friends care.
ThoRnScRew: I care now, Because I know michelle likes you, and anyone michelle likes, im sure to love.
Thy Teth: ... I suppose.
ThoRnScRew: Trust me.
ThoRnScRew: I use to be like you.
ThoRnScRew: I thought if I wasn't with someone, then everything was untempted and nothing mattered and no one really cared.
ThoRnScRew: and trust me
ThoRnScRew: if he is lying to you to run off with this girl, then he doesnt care, and e isnt worth you.
ThoRnScRew: You are above him.
Thy Teth: he won't run off with her... because she said no.
ThoRnScRew: Oh.
ThoRnScRew: Well, the fact he did it was wrong.
Thy Teth: I know... but I'm still really scared. of what might happen, if T'sul comes back. what I might do to myself, or perhaps others.
ThoRnScRew: Teth, don't, whatever you do, don't give him a name.
ThoRnScRew: It makes him more powerful. More permante.
ThoRnScRew: Trust me on this.
Thy Teth: I didn't give him the name.
Thy Teth: he told me his name.
ThoRnScRew: Don't call him by it.
ThoRnScRew: It's the same thing.
Thy Teth: okay.
Thy Teth: he'll come back.
ThoRnScRew: Not if you will him not to.
ThoRnScRew: Just tell yourself that t's because of you that he went away in te first way
Thy Teth: I don't have motivation anymore.
ThoRnScRew: You have to.
ThoRnScRew: Motivate yourself to the fact that you could hurt yourself
ThoRnScRew: andmore to the fact that you must be powerful and incontrol
Thy Teth: control. that's exactly why I fear T.... the voice.
ThoRnScRew: YOU have control.
ThoRnScRew: You
ThoRnScRew: Not the voice, not anyone else.
ThoRnScRew: You
Thy Teth: .... just as you typed all that, he quit the whispering.
ThoRnScRew: I'm glad.
ThoRnScRew: You're in charge, tehty.
ThoRnScRew: tethy*
ThoRnScRew: You.
ThoRnScRew: He is a lemming, so whenever he starts up, remind yourself he is a worthless parasite who is to be aborted like an unwanted zygote.
ThoRnScRew: unconcequential and he cant do anything to do you that you dont want
ThoRnScRew: your his god and he needs you
ThoRnScRew: and if you cut him off he dies.
Thy Teth: Michelle was right.
ThoRnScRew: ^.^ I am the master.
ThoRnScRew: lol
ThoRnScRew: Aside from all that, just remember, if someone is as disloya as that, he is worthless.
Thy Teth: so. I have a choice.
ThoRnScRew: You do.
Thy Teth: I could a) give Pete the note I wrote, about what could happen to me if he did this or b) forget.
ThoRnScRew: As it would seem
ThoRnScRew: Forget?
Thy Teth: forget about him. forget that I thought I needed him.
ThoRnScRew: Yes.
ThoRnScRew: Definately.
ThoRnScRew: You are better then him in alot of senses.
ThoRnScRew: So you do not need him
ThoRnScRew: jus forget, and have the uppr hand
ThoRnScRew: upper*
Thy Teth: ... how about them 49ers.
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