Sep 01, 2007 21:08
It is obvious to me now that food is my only friend ...especially chocolate and popsicles. I just have to keep myself busy cause if i let him creep into my brain for more than a second then bad things happen and it's not fair. It's not fair that i'm so sad and he seems fine...It's not fair that i feel like such a loser like i needed him and he didnt need me..and it's not fair that i'm morning this relationship so when it wasn't a great relationship like in the story books. He wasn't my knight in shinning armor and we didnt live happily ever after....more chocolate please.
Anyhow I am getting a tattoo this weekend and i plan to go on a diet this week i plan to be drowning in success from now on... i will be hotter than him and smarter and more famous and richer and when he happens to see me on t.v. one day he will cry a little and tell pple how he saw me naked b4 ...but no1 will believe him and then i will be happy and eat more chocolate. I dare u to bet me ..i bet u a dollar!