curvy is the new skinny
How much does a person have to change before they are seen as beautiful? Do they have to be skinny? Or have flawless skin? Why can't beautiful be easy? I hate feeling like I have to buy new clothes or be anorexic to be beautiful. Why can't people look at me and see me for me. Isn't loving God beautiful, or being honest. Why do I have to change myself into being something fake? I know I'm not skinny..who gives a crap? I want to be seen as beautiful for what I am, not what I look like. It's ridiculous to feel hideous because some stupid superficial blonde bimbo made a label of how you should be. I think I am beautiful because of who I am. I am 5-2`, 160 lbs, and I love God. I am not "beautiful" like Mariah Carey, or Paris Hilton. I'm not a genius, and I'm not stupid. I'm me. I love being short, and being known as the "goodie-goodie girl". I love my friends and my job. I love my parents..most of the time. And I love being myself. I'm not clingy, and if you feel that way fine. Thats why we don't speak anymore. I'm spunky and I am tired of being treated as a brush off. I'm 17 and that is all I can be right now. So please just love me for me.