Oh lookie.

Dec 18, 2005 15:32

Apparently, this will be what I consider as the fruit of my Christmas break. Puta, ang sad naman. This is yet another testament to the tested AND proven fact that I have no life! YAY for tets. Clap if you believe!

Tomorrow, Tagaytay with a few of my pwets. How fuun! I'm excited actually, pero of course. I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY. Sayaaaaaaaa mehn. I do wish that it would last longer, that I would stay there until God takes me. It's always easier to forget when you're miles away. The night's are easier when you're with friends who keep you laughing your butt off. There would be less time to listen to emo playlists in your iPod. There would be less time to think. Just less and more time, all at once. Amazing how that seems to work out.

But I'm a screw up. A tragedy. A little loony. And stupid, mainly that's what it boils down to. I messed up and I face the consequences and refuse to give in. Slowly I lose every inkling of hope I hold on to, thinking I've lost you and knowing that I have no right to have you. I just wonder sometimes. I just wonder. I deserve a good thwonking, considering I only see the value of things once I've lost it.

[Oh! EDIT: Yay, fairies do exist. ]

Now, off to a lighter note. YO! ADD ME :) Icons are fun, they are the bomb diggity. Daym, I wanted to make this the most kick-ass LJ ever with a rocking layout but well, I'm not that good with all the eche-bureche. THIS WILL HAVE TO DO. YO! YOU ADD ME. Ahahaha :)
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