What's meant to be will be
to continue on with the theme of the day, that boys are stupid....
i talked to Sean for a little bit. and apparently i am driving myself to his house before prom. i was ok with it while i was talking to him, but now the more i think about it, it's like "wow, that's CRAP". granted he has to wake up around 8 to go to Dayton for his brother's graduation, but STILL! i don't like it.
so i am supposed to drive to his house, and then have him drive me to prom, and then go to DJ's house, and then to Andy's house, and spend the night there. then he's supposed to wake me up around 730 to drive back to his house, (which will most likely turn out to be the other way around, since he doesn't wake up easily -N.B./e.g- New Year's) and then i drive myself home when he leaves for Dayton with his Aunt.
that is twisted. i mean if i were any priority at all, he would have figured out a way to make it work. but i promised to be understanding, and maybe there really isn't anything else that can be done. or maybe this is just what is convenient for him. so maybe i have no reason to be upset... right? please tell me what you guys think.
i told my mom about it, and she was like WTF- except she didn't abbreviate it (i'm trying to keep this journal PG rated, in case you couldn't tell).
and to top it off- no plans for the anniversary... regardless to how well we aren't getting along right now, it's still a crappy feeling. stupid boys.
this is the third dance that i drove myself to his house for. and i didn't like it the first 2 times. it sucks driving in a fancy dress. granted, i really didn't have a problem driving myself to TMC's dance in my dress- but that is a completely different story.
he's obliged to pick me up right- prom is supposed to be as close to a fairy tale as possible. mine isn't starting off on the right foot for a happily ever after.
i talked to Sean for a little bit. and apparently i am driving myself to his house before prom. i was ok with it while i was talking to him, but now the more i think about it, it's like "wow, that's CRAP". granted he has to wake up around 8 to go to Dayton for his brother's graduation, but STILL! i don't like it.
so i am supposed to drive to his house, and then have him drive me to prom, and then go to DJ's house, and then to Andy's house, and spend the night there. then he's supposed to wake me up around 730 to drive back to his house, (which will most likely turn out to be the other way around, since he doesn't wake up easily -N.B./e.g- New Year's) and then i drive myself home when he leaves for Dayton with his Aunt.
that is twisted. i mean if i were any priority at all, he would have figured out a way to make it work. but i promised to be understanding, and maybe there really isn't anything else that can be done. or maybe this is just what is convenient for him. so maybe i have no reason to be upset... right? please tell me what you guys think.
i told my mom about it, and she was like WTF- except she didn't abbreviate it (i'm trying to keep this journal PG rated, in case you couldn't tell).
and to top it off- no plans for the anniversary... regardless to how well we aren't getting along right now, it's still a crappy feeling. stupid boys.
this is the third dance that i drove myself to his house for. and i didn't like it the first 2 times. it sucks driving in a fancy dress. granted, i really didn't have a problem driving myself to TMC's dance in my dress- but that is a completely different story.
he's obliged to pick me up right- prom is supposed to be as close to a fairy tale as possible. mine isn't starting off on the right foot for a happily ever after.