Tom, may you rest in Pieces
i'm in a bad bad bad mood. i lost my tom petty cd. this puts me in a horribly bad predicament. it it is awfully ironic. i mean when i get upset i turn on my Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers. what do i turn to now?
boyfriend?
bad choice!!! i was hoping that i could get a sympathetic something out of him, but instead, i get, "sorry can't talk right now, my brother and i were just about to go to the Village". PSH, even before i told him my bad news: my CD was stolen. so he failed to cheer me up. jim and melinda- NO HELP TO YOU GUYS EITHER!!! ha ha ha. i'm really just kidding.
i am over reacting to everything, but it seriously did hurt my feelings for some reason. that was my "feel good cd". and someone took it from me. it was what i listened to whenever anything went wrong... no wonder there were so many scratches on it. it was beginning to skip.
nothing was making me feel better. Erica promised she would burn me a copy of her tom petty cd, but i don't know if it'll be the same. but i didn't say no. it made me realize though, that the odds of someone returning that cd are slim to none, because it is so wickedly awesome. so may the person who stole it enjoy it as much as i did. >:[ and i mean that in the most sarcastic sense.
i have been going through the hardest time of my life, and a lot of you know what's going on, or maybe just a little part, and it just seems like nothing is getting better. i mean i try not to make a big deal about anything, because it doesn't help by worrying about anything. but it hurts when the person you love the most, doesn't even make a small amount of time to make sure that everything is ok. it hurts when you don't see the person you love the most during your breaks. and it hurts when you have to be fit into that person's schedule. and it hurts when that person can go weeks, months, without talking to you, or seeing you. and it hurts when that person doesn't come to your dance recital. and it hurts when they say they're going to do something, and they dont. it hurts when all that person has to say is "don't worry about it", as if it is no big deal. it hurts to cry about it. and it hurts most of all to think about all this happening in the future.
this is why i need Tom Petty. he knows how to keep me on the right track, otherwise i fall into an emotional abyss.
i have really good stories about my little cousin Liam to tell you all. which will put me in a better mood. but he just woke up from his nap, so i'll have tot ell you all later- but be preparred for a great laugh.
boyfriend?
bad choice!!! i was hoping that i could get a sympathetic something out of him, but instead, i get, "sorry can't talk right now, my brother and i were just about to go to the Village". PSH, even before i told him my bad news: my CD was stolen. so he failed to cheer me up. jim and melinda- NO HELP TO YOU GUYS EITHER!!! ha ha ha. i'm really just kidding.
i am over reacting to everything, but it seriously did hurt my feelings for some reason. that was my "feel good cd". and someone took it from me. it was what i listened to whenever anything went wrong... no wonder there were so many scratches on it. it was beginning to skip.
nothing was making me feel better. Erica promised she would burn me a copy of her tom petty cd, but i don't know if it'll be the same. but i didn't say no. it made me realize though, that the odds of someone returning that cd are slim to none, because it is so wickedly awesome. so may the person who stole it enjoy it as much as i did. >:[ and i mean that in the most sarcastic sense.
i have been going through the hardest time of my life, and a lot of you know what's going on, or maybe just a little part, and it just seems like nothing is getting better. i mean i try not to make a big deal about anything, because it doesn't help by worrying about anything. but it hurts when the person you love the most, doesn't even make a small amount of time to make sure that everything is ok. it hurts when you don't see the person you love the most during your breaks. and it hurts when you have to be fit into that person's schedule. and it hurts when that person can go weeks, months, without talking to you, or seeing you. and it hurts when that person doesn't come to your dance recital. and it hurts when they say they're going to do something, and they dont. it hurts when all that person has to say is "don't worry about it", as if it is no big deal. it hurts to cry about it. and it hurts most of all to think about all this happening in the future.
this is why i need Tom Petty. he knows how to keep me on the right track, otherwise i fall into an emotional abyss.
i have really good stories about my little cousin Liam to tell you all. which will put me in a better mood. but he just woke up from his nap, so i'll have tot ell you all later- but be preparred for a great laugh.