Jul 19, 2006 19:02
Driving into work today I realized that I was smiling, and I couldn't stop myself. I haven't been this happy in a long time and it's the greatest feeling. I'm fucking exhausted all the time too, lol, but it's worth it. He makes me really happy. Which also scares me because I'm leaving in a little over a month. And I don't know what could happen in those months that I'm gone. It's a long time, especially when we haven't even been together for that long. I don't want to loose something that's so good because I'm gone. So I'm trying not to think about it, and just spending as much time as I can with him. And it's really nice being in a relationship where I can see the person more than once or twice a week. :P It sucks that he's not going to be around all next week though. Since I am use to seeing him all the time now, a week apart will seem so long.
It's so nice to have someone to think about and smile. And he definetly makes me smile.